You will definitely be reincarnated.
Where you go is up to Enma after crossing the Sanzu River.
I have no idea.
For some reason, you seem to be running away from the people and society around you,
Actually, it's because they're running away from themselves.
If you commit suicide, the act of falling into hell is not such a threat.
I guess I felt like that because of my worries and suffering in life,
You probably have your circumstances.
However, it is my selfish theory after leaving the denomination,
I think there are some reasons for coming down to this Shaba world.
In parentheses, it's a “mission” or “challenge,” isn't it?
I took it because I got off the bus without permission,
The Buddha will probably have mercy on you,
I don't think a reset will take place.
Because for yourself, that's not right.
Start again in a similar environment,
If that were to be repeated,
Be strong this time and clear it by surviving.
Surviving is the only way to clear.
I think so.
I'm a believer in the Jodo religion, so if I die after the end of my life,
You are supposed to be taken to the Pure Land of Paradise.
So to speak, I've already received my passport and reservation ticket, so to speak,
I feel safe and happy.
However, I'm stupid, and of course I haven't developed any enlightenment,
In the Pure Land of Paradise, I received the teachings of Amida and other Buddhas,
I don't know how many thousand years it will take, but I will continue to learn.
Also, they develop enlightenment in the best environment called the Pure Land.
Also, there will be many people who will be sad if you commit suicide.
I lost a friend to suicide 20 years ago.
That pain and sadness come back clearly even now.
Your life is not yours alone.
It's a life nurtured by people around you, starting with your family.
You must never kill yourself.
If you're a student, you can quit school; if you're a working person, you can quit your job,
It's okay to retreat at home, but please never kill yourself.
please.
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I wish you all the best for your future life and happiness.
Namu Amida Buddha