Is life equal?
Are people's lives equal?
Are human abilities equal?
Recently, nothing is working. Among them, the biggest problem is the family. My relationship with my husband isn't going well. I don't know what to do.
When I look at my friends and colleagues at work, they all seem happy. I am also on good terms with my husband and have children. Work seems to be fun too. Why do I just have to feel bad about it? Speaking of not having an eye for men, that's up until then, but every day I regret it when it wasn't supposed to be like this.
Looking back on my life up until now, there are some good things. It is said that life has mountains and valleys, but even when I think about that good period, I don't think it's plus or minus zero; rather, I feel that it's negative. I don't think anything good will come after this.
Are people's lives equal?
I hear expressions such as “people who have” people who do well somehow, and people who don't do well no matter what they do are “people who don't have, right?” but I wonder if this is the category of people who don't have them. I wonder if this is a healthy life.
Even so, “Yes! This is your height. This is your life.” You may not be able to accept it even if you are told that. Are you going to share your life with your lame husband? Or will they get divorced and get bogged down? Either way, it's the worst. It wasn't supposed to be like this.
By this time, I had children, and I was planning to be living a happy life.
Every day is painful. It's not fun no matter what you do. I don't even know what to do. I have friends and colleagues who discuss this kind of thought, and they kindly ask them, but they are all other people's affairs, aren't they? Of course. You're probably laughing in your heart.
People's lives are not equal. Competence is also unequal. People who do well no matter what they do go well. People who don't go don't go.
I wonder what will happen next. I really don't have anyone I can rely on.
