I feel sorry for myself.

Mr. Mini-Boo, I read your question.
It is said that they have a habit of running away, but even so, I think it's wonderful to see them keep up the challenge without losing.
There is an example of a temporary castle (kejo) in the sutra called the Lotus Sutra. I got tired on the way to my destination, and when I couldn't move forward, the lead leader showed up a castle to rest with supernatural power, and I was able to cultivate my energy.
However, it's so cozy that they try to stop moving on, but the leader explains that this castle is a hypothetical castle made to head to the original destination, and encourages everyone to head to their destination.
I think Mini-Boo's quitting his job is a temporary break at a temporary castle.
However, since they know their original destination (the world they want), they will probably be able to walk again.
The world you want and the personality you want is within you. The next time you think about running away again, think about “what do you really want to do.” Still, if you need a break, I think you need a place to rest. I think it would be good to take a break and then move on again.
I think devotion is not about practicing without taking a break, but rather the strength of mind to walk again without forgetting the purpose even after taking a break.

Being hired means they need you.
I don't think I need to quit while I have a place to stay.

By the way, there was a story like this in a monk's book.
I only remember roughly, but this is the story.
There are many people in the world who say it's hard to live (I want to die), but when I ask if it's unbearable to live only for 1 second now, I can endure it for about 1 second.
It becomes difficult because you fantasize about the past and future.
You should just live for 1 second now.
Also, if unbearable suffering occurs for even 1 second, you will die from shock, so there is no need to worry.

Wouldn't work be bearable if it were just the present moment?

Nice to meet you, Mini-Boo.

I read the previous Q&A.

It may be a tough way of saying it all of a sudden, but do you like the job of a nursing assistant?

There is a saying “I want to work as a nursing assistant,”
Do you really want to love your job as a nursing assistant?
Or are they choosing that job because they are qualified as nursing assistants?

I'm sorry for being rude.

However, if you really like the job of a nursing assistant and work for it, maybe you're working with the wrong partner?

The nursing partner is simply the client.
If you like taking care of clients, memorizing work (manuals, daily routines, relationships within the hospital, etc.) should be done in order to interact with clients.
If you make a mistake, it could lead to the client's health condition and sometimes life.

If you like dealing with clients, I recommend that you put that first, remember the work slowly but surely, and continue your nursing job.

However, if you're choosing a job because you have qualifications, you might want to look for another job right away.

No matter what, people think about things based on criteria such as advantage for them, the magnitude of the burden, etc.

But if you've changed jobs dozens of times until now, you're probably feeling some kind of contradiction within yourself.

If you keep doing that work and you have become more and more weak, you have no roots or children.

It's up to you to do the work.
But it's your staff and clients who do the work for you.

The people you interact with are people, and you are also a person.

If you work while feeling a contradiction within yourself and end up quitting your job again, it will cause trouble to the hiring side, and more than anything else, you yourself will get more and more into yourself.

If you're worried over and over, maybe it's time to think again about what you really want to do.

If you get a new qualification, you can get it if you feel like taking anything other than those with age restrictions.
There are also people I know who have obtained qualifications and have been working hard since they are in their late 50s.

Why don't you look at it for the first time by discovering a new self again?

Humans do hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands of things every day.
(Including spoken words, taps, keyboard input, gaze, long sentence recognition, thoughts, etc.)
They will do tens of thousands or hundreds of millions more in a year.
No matter what time it is, no matter when it's dozens of different jobs, you've been doing yourself for the rest of your life.
Right now, I'm putting myself in front of an internet communication device, carrying it here, and just reading and playing it.
Exactly, right now, there, you're just doing it.
Let's simply think of it as... Rather, this is the nature of things.

All the time, I'm just doing what's in front of me.
I'm just doing it.
It's the first step of things no matter what you do.
The first one is neither good nor bad.
I carry myself there, and when I'm doing something or nothing, I'm just doing it.
Even now, I'm just watching.
So there's no pain there.
If you carry a self-centered way of looking at things (looking at things through self-observation) there, inconvenient and inconvenient will occur.
It's not like (^<^) is happening to me either.
I'm just saying it.
Since I add to that the feeling that I was blamed myself, it makes me suffer.
Then, they give likes and dislikes, good, bad, negative, and negative evaluations.
It just makes me suffer.
Let's just shut up our minds and try it.
People who can just do it are also called honest people.