I don't have the energy to live.

Nice to meet you, Uetaso-san.

First, I believe there is reincarnation.

However, if you die for the purpose of reincarnation, you will repeat the same thing as now until you overcome it.

Not being able to see in front of you is caused by a narrower field of view.
This is the only place, this is the only one, it should be like this, if we don't do this...
I thought that was the case on my own, and the people around me are sure to be like that.
I'm just judging that.

Not everyone in the world lives with big goals.
I want to try that, I want to try this.
Most people gradually grow their goals in the midst of the repetition of setting goals that are small and within reach.

Not everyone is having fun at work either.
Everyone is working hard to live.

Cause and effect means that cause produces results, and if seeking results from the beginning is the cause, the result will produce the cause, and it will be repeated indefinitely.

Even if you close your eyes to what is in front of you and do other things, what is right in front of you remains the same.
As long as you don't solve it, it will always be there.
Even if you run away, what is right in front of you won't go away.

The next goal won't appear unless you clean up in order, starting with what's in front of you.

Goals aren't something you look for; they appear right in front of you.

There is reincarnation.
However, it is not always possible to be reborn from person to person.
Rather, it is extremely rare to be born as a human.

Reincarnation is reincarnated into one of the six types of “Bonten,” “human,” “hell,” “hungry devil,” and “shura,” but people who live a normal life are most likely to go to hell.
So dying now is pretty dangerous.
It would be better to die after the fate of the next life is clear.

My recommendation is to leave things after death to Amida Nyorai and live a life of praying Nembutsu.
If you do that, you can become a “Buddha” without reincarnation at the same time as you die.
Becoming a Buddha is the greatest happiness, so ending this life is no longer a sad thing.

It's very difficult to live.
But you can enjoy a life where you have decided to become a Buddha in a different way.
“I want to be a Buddha!” That motivation is amazing.
Why don't you listen to Buddhism to get a new perspective?
I'm glad I was able to listen to Buddhism.
So I hope Uetaso-san will listen to it too.

In Buddhism, it is thought of as reincarnation.
So, even if they are reborn next, I don't know what kind of creature they will be.
I am lucky that I was born a human and discovered Buddhism.
Please make studying Buddhism worthwhile.

When it comes to “reincarnation,” I'm only interested in “reincarnation,” but it seems quite rare to be reborn as a “human” based on “Godo Reincarnation” and “Rikudo Reincarnation.”
Moreover, if the game is reset, all experience points will be charted and restarted from a clean slate, but in “Rikudo Reincarnation,” all past experience points will be carried over, so death for reincarnation is not recommended.
Life doesn't turn out the way we want it to, so everyone has things they don't like, and everyone loses the energy to live.
At such times, it's important to change your mind. Why don't you reset your mood by cleaning your room?

Uetaso-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

It's really hard to live.

Also, living is about being supported by various things, being helped, being kept alive, and somehow being able to live at last.

Of course, in order to live, that motivation, and goals are also important, but what is more important than anything else is to be firmly aware that we can live by helping and supporting each other, and I think the way we live will change the way we live our lives and the state of happiness in terms of whether we can build a good relationship with consideration, appreciation, and recompassion for those around us.

Also, motivations, goals, or dreams, and hopes are only made up of various relationships, and in a sense, they are given by various relationships, and even when searching proactively, it is quite difficult to find them. Even if you can find it by ignoring relationships around you, I think the more complacent and smug it is, the less likely it will be something that won't work very well.

By all means, I think it would be nice if you could think about the future as well as by taking a firm look at your own situation once again along with the relationships around you.

Second, similar days don't actually continue. No, on the contrary, in this world, strictly speaking, not a single moment is the same.

Instead of “similar days continue...”, I hope you can think about how to live moment by moment, moment by moment, how to live better, and how to survive moment by moment.

Finally, there are various places where opinions are divided about the presence or absence of reincarnation, but I believe that botched life can also be convenient.

However, the problem is not the presence or absence of reincarnation; it is that a causal relationship (cause and condition) for that good destination is always necessary for a better destination, both now and after death.

If the good cause and cause are in good condition, you may be able to hope for a good reincarnation, but that will largely depend on your own actions (work).

I would be grateful if you could think about making efforts to reconcile good causes and relationships as firmly as possible.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho