In order not to go to hell after death.
I'm in my 40s, unemployed, single, and lonely for the rest of my life (my parents died of cancer, my father committed suicide due to debt), and I don't have a boyfriend or friends.
When I was a student, I was bullied and lonely, and since I was hungry because I couldn't work or work
I'm withdrawn.
No matter where or how you turn it upside down, there isn't a moment when I think I'm happy
There are no experiences at all.
I've been living my life trying to force myself to be happy, but it's already
I've run out of material. It is also said that happiness depends on how you think, but really, at all
It's not there. Even if I die, there are no people who will be sad (probably death alone or starvation, there is no one I can talk to or understand at all, so I don't know how far I can go with my own power alone).
There are a lot of things people don't believe around here, but it's true!!
Starvation is treated as suicide, right?
That's why people who commit suicide always go to hell on this site
Reading that it's not there made my mind a little lighter, but I wonder if it's okay for me... If you don't necessarily go to hell, do the best you can
I'm starting to feel like I'm going to watch it.
Dying itself isn't scary at all, and there are no regrets in this world.
I just don't want to suffer anymore until after I die.
There is no resistance to being reborn.
If my current self were to disappear, it would be ten thousand years old.
