Are the two sides of the Jodo Shinshu sect and the Soto sect bad
Hello, thank you for your support.
I've been worried a lot about how to live, and recently I want to calm my raging heart somehow,
I follow the Jodo Shinshu Monpo.
That's because it reminded me of my grandmother, who was born in Meiji, who died a long time ago. She was a grandmother who silently served her feudal husband, silently served her son, or died suddenly by her only daughter, and did her daily routine quietly, chanted how many things she did on the Buddhist altar, followed her children in old age, turned to the right when told to face the right, and turned to the left when told to face the left, so she was a grandmother who had no presence at all. It was quiet and quiet, so I don't even remember the voice. I had completely forgotten about it.
However, I had reached an old age, but my grandmother was still not at peace, was swayed by anger and greed, and the appearance of my grandmother, who seemed to have given up or left it up to Amida, made me turn to the law.
However, this body is reluctant, and while listening to the Dharma, I feel a little honest, but that doesn't last long either.
First, for me, who received a modern education, it's difficult to “throw away the mess and leave it up to me.” That's because I've been learning and training with the aim of only getting involved. Maybe if death gets closer, I might be able to have that feeling a little bit...
However, as Kiyoshi Miki says, “I believe that at the end of the day, I will be able to meet nostalgic people in the other world, just like my parents and superiors said,” is the same for me.
The problem isn't about the other world; it's about being swayed by worry, anger, and lament in everyday life.
There are times when I feel that I can get away from suffering a little by preparing myself to stay, stay, and lie down in Zen teachings and by following Zen words.
I visited Eiheiji Temple when I was a kid, and since I was shocked that “there are people who live like this,” I became an adult and began reading Zenrin Kusho and Dogen Zenji. It will be a guideline.
If I can't leave it up to Amida, can't I rely on the Soto sect?
I hear you have to work hard in the Jodo Shinshu sect. I hear you have to leave it up to me. There is a sense of guilt because it seems like the Jodo Shinshu sect and the Soto sect are at odds.
I would like to hear your words when I'm at a loss.
I look forward to working with you.
Dragonfly
