I don't know what to do about school

Good morning

I went to a high school with a correspondence system,
Today, there is schooling where classes are held at a school far away from morning to evening on a regular basis

I used to go to an all-day high school,
I wasn't good at being in the same place all day long, so I couldn't go to high school, so I changed to a communication system

I wasn't able to go to school today

I woke up in the morning and thought “I have to wake up,” but I thought about school all day long,
I was struck by a tremendous sense of hopelessness

But if I get over it today, something fun awaits!! I said it over and over again, but in the end, it didn't go well,

When I contacted my friend A who was supposed to go with me saying “sorry, I don't seem to be able to go,” they said, “If I take a break from this, my credits are terrible, right?” I was told

I know about units

That's right, I have to go,
Even though I thought so, my body didn't move, and in the end I told them “I can't seem to make it in time for the bus, so stay ahead”

I've bothered that friend A over and over again with similar content

I'm so sorry, I can't apologize enough even if I apologize

Then the line came from my other friend B
“Aren't you coming today? If they don't come, it's time to start over again for another year, right?” I was told

I understand. But I can't do anything

“That's right (sweat),” and when I send that, B says, “A-chan is alone right now, isn't she?” It was sent

I burst into tears

I feel really sorry
Anger against my weak self that I can't go even if it's hard

It's strange,
There was also anger against B, who told me that I was being driven in and that A-chan would be alone for another year

Even though they're saying it for me, even though they're saying it to make me come

I panicked the moment I saw that line

I think school probably doesn't fit

If that's the case, increase the number of part-time jobs
I also thought it would be better to go for my dream and try various things

But I'm not good at being in the same place all day long; that doesn't work when you become a member of society, and it's better to graduate from high school

And above all, I can't say I want to quit even though my parents paid a huge amount of money when I changed to a communication system

I don't know what to do

I want to quit but I don't want to quit
But it was really painful, and I started over again for another year
Then I think I should go halfway from now on, but I can't move because I'm afraid of being in the same place for a long time

I don't know what to do

3 Zen Responses

Please talk to your mother honestly.

Hello Haruka.

Today's question. Have you already woken up and stabilized your mind? It may be difficult to go to school now, but if you don't get credits and are in your second year, you won't have any options to choose a school, so you can be late, so be patient and go to school. Then let's consider the issue of stopping school and not stopping.

I'll write more advice at night. Gassho

for friends

Let's gather our courage and go to school for Mr. A, who cares about you. If you don't feel well at school, you can take a break at the infirmary or leave early.
Then, let's take a look back at Mr. B. Let me show you something I can do if I do it too.

I wonder if I can make it in time for today. Please gather a little bit of courage the next day you go to school. Talk to your homeroom teacher about credits. Let's ask them if they can make up for it with some supplementary lessons or homework.

Even though it is said that it is painful to be in the same place, it would be possible to stay in the same house for a day. If that's the case, I think we can stay in school the way we feel.
Maybe my classmates used to say bad things to me?
But don't worry about the gaze of others in your life. Instead of worrying about how people around you look at you, you just focus on what you should do and what you want to do.

First, please gather a little bit of courage for Mr. A.

High school graduation certification

　There is a system called High Accreditation. Compared to the big examinations in the old days, it's not that difficult, and it doesn't matter if you go to school or not. Credits you didn't get in the first year can be taken the following year, and you can earn high school graduate qualifications while studying at home. (here → http://www.kousotsunintei-hikaku.com/)
Many people use this system to obtain high school graduate qualifications.

In the first place, I think it's because people who can't stand being tied to a desk all day at school have some kind of special talent. Do you use this system to qualify as a high school graduate, or even study a language abroad...

Either way, if you find something you want to do and immerse yourself in it, I think your talents will blossom.

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