What am I?

I think it would be nice if I lived.
Tell people around you that when you're concentrating on one thing, you won't be able to see your surroundings, so don't hesitate to let them know when that's the case.
Please live your life with the help of the people around you.
You eat every day, right?
Eating is about taking the lives of other living creatures.
We also have to live for the lives we have been given.
Please don't think too much, take it easy, and live your life.

Yoshi-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is a humble answer to the question.

“What am I”...

In terms of Buddhism, I would describe myself as something called a “temporary union of the five elements,” and I would explain that it is made by gathering various elements that shape oneself.

However, no matter how much I analyze those elements and make them detailed, I actually can't find anything that can say “this is me.” It means that there is no “entity” called oneself.

Of course, I don't have myself as an “entity,” but that doesn't mean I don't exist. In fact, both Shusei and Yoshi-sama are now able to exist like this. This is a fact.

However, it depends on various factors, and it is supposed to be utilized.

Perhaps they are hesitating and suffering because they are under the illusion that there is an “substance.” It's as if there is an entity called the living self and the dying self.

Anyway, everything depends on it, and I call it “luck.”

As the simplest explanation, it can be said that it is based on various causal relationships (causes and conditions).

Also, it was Buddhism that Buddha explained how best to live despite being such an entity.

By all means, I would be grateful if you could ride a good and clean flow by using Buddhism as a lamp and living by relying on Buddhism.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

That's a very good question

I understand “I don't know.”
What a great find!!
Perhaps the Buddha also started from there.

Right now, I'm sure you don't know where you are, and you can't decide which direction you should go?

You don't want to die anyway, do you?