How to escape from nothiness
It's vague, but I have a feeling that it's not paying off.
Living vaguely is painful
When I think about suicide, I'm doing well and regaining my strength
I'm going to live my life while vaguely suffering...
Something like
I'm sick of the life I feel like I'm riding a bicycle.
It's not fun no matter what you do, I mean
I feel like there is no only pleasure, only suffering and sorrow.
There are times when I think I'd like to jump right into the train someday.
Is there a way out of this kind of life?
