hasunoha

I'm crushed by a sense of guilt. In order to be even a little bit human...

What should I do to make amends...
I'm such a terrible person, but I'd like some advice.

While I was being consulted, I became fond of married people.

Currently, I want to apologize to my wife, can't leave him alone again, and various thoughts go through my head about what would happen if my parents knew that she was a daughter who bothers such people, and every day I began to think that I had to apologize because I died in my head.
However, tears overflow when I think about my parents and family who raised me, and my friends who know everything but still call out. Rather than wanting to die, it may be more correct to say that there is no such presence that causes trouble from within everyone, or that I want to disappear. I think my wife suffered even more by saying such indecent things.
Most of the advice is that I want to apologize is my ego, so it's better not to get in touch with them anymore. Do you still have feelings of wanting to be forgiven after this period?
I wonder if parents would want people like this to be alive...
He's still important...

What should I do with my future life?
I'm sorry for taking up your precious time, but I would be happy if you could take your time...

1 Zen Response

I read it.
If you sincerely think such a thing is a foolish mistake, why don't you sincerely reflect on such a thing and sincerely swear never to make the same mistake again. And if the timing is right, why don't you make a sincere apology?
There is no guarantee that the other person will accept it, but I think it is important to sincerely apologize for hurting the other person.

Your own mind is probably also very disturbed, so please calm down and think calmly about yourself first.

Since we're human, we make mistakes at random times. So after that, look back carefully, acknowledge your mistakes and sincerely reflect on them, and your life will begin again from there.