People can say anything about not being revealed about themselves. Was it the time of 100 million total critics and chief judges?
It's important to make amends for the crimes you've committed. Repentance, apology, and rehabilitation will also be necessary.
However, there is not a single person who was able to do so without causing trouble to others. There isn't a single person who isn't selfish.
What is the difference between being a member of a gangster group, a bad person, and a runaway tribe, and me as a monk? Are they bad people and am I good?
If I and you were in the same situation as them, wouldn't you have acted in the same way as them?
If “I'm right, I don't commit a crime, etc.,” I can judge others, but if I question myself in Buddhism, I'm made to nod by the fact that I can commit any serious crime if I get in touch with them again.
Wouldn't I be allowed to start over in my life at that time?
Will you be able to live a clean and proper life without making mistakes for the rest of your life where you are not allowed to start over?
Is it a tolerant society or an intolerant society where you can walk forward without being crushed by the difficulties of living?
This isn't just a problem with gang members, bad guys, and runaway tribes. It's your problem more than anyone else's. It's my problem. It's everyone's problem.
Are you really right? Aren't you bothering me? Has anyone been hurt? Aren't you stealing lives?
It is Buddhism that matters to me, not others.
appending
No matter how much you remorse or repent about “starting over,” it does not mean that the past is “something that hasn't happened.” In that sense, no one can “start over” anything, even if it's allowed.
What can be fixed is “now and in the future.” The path of “starting over now” in the sense of living the future in a different way from the past is open to everyone.