When do you think it's a good time to commit suicide

Well, timing is important.
Self-earned is a word that has been around for a long time since Buddha 2,500 years ago. The original meaning is “if you do misdeeds, you will be born in a worse place in the next life and suffer, and if you do good deeds, you will be born in an easier place in the next life.” It means. Anyway, the timing is good when you can feel comfortable, right?

So what are good deeds?
volunteering? Fundraising? not bothering parents? They're all different. The correct answer is to practice and get closer to enlightenment.

The easiest form of ascetic practice is listening (monpou). Listen to the monk's puja over and over again. That is also listening to the story of a powerful monk. Everyone is fine, so you can't just listen to shapes and earn money.
Master Tange wrote his phone number in the previous question, didn't he? Did you call? That monk is an amazing person who is by far the best among Hasunoha monks and is by far the best. Aren't you lucky to have a direct phone number from someone like that? This is probably a relationship. The Buddha doesn't dislike people who are irreligious or infidels, but it's important not to waste this kind of relationship. Let's make a phone call for now.

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The timing was off, but Master Nakata is also a wonderful monk. If it's an exchange that's gently accepted, I don't think there are any answering monks who would come out on the right. That kind of person woke up until this time and asked them to come to the temple. I'm thankful for that. It would be a waste to waste it.

Hey, a lot of monks answered my previous question, though. What did you think?

I'm thinking about you, but since there hasn't been an answer since then, I don't know how you took it.

Feelings haven't changed, haven't they?
After all, it's better to die.
That's all there is to it. You think so.
Even if they try to talk to them, they can't put it into words and they start to panic.
I'm sorry I couldn't quite understand your feelings.

However, it's because you've thought of a method that far. I want to meet you. Let's think about the timing you mentioned together.
Even if you can't put it into words, even if you're in a panic, just wait. I'll listen to your determination.
So, come to the temple.

In the previous question, you said that you were tired of a lot of things, but what exactly are you tired of? Could you tell me?

Mayu-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

Well, with or without suicide, you can also think about what it is that suicidal self.

If you don't even know what you really are, you didn't commit suicide or anything.

What am I...

Damn it, if I say the answer first, no matter where I search, I can't find anything that can be said substantively, or the person you are currently wrongly assumed to be.

Well, it's like how do you kill something you can't see.

Of course, that doesn't mean you don't exist. It certainly exists, but it is something that can be established due to various causes (causes and conditions) and various others, and it will continue to exist in the future and even after death, depending on the causal relationship.

Anyway, “everything is auspicious and empty.” There are no exceptions.

? It's probably just Mark.. this? Don't you want to eliminate it... To that end, by all means, try Buddhism.

Also, according to Buddhism, what should really be killed is what is called goshu (subjectivity obsession, abandonment of life), ignorance (fundamental ignorance), and affliction, which is the cause of being bound by this reincarnation of hesitation and suffering, and it is only by annihilating them that we can reach enlightenment and nirvana as true comfort.

The timing for committing suicide is exactly the end of Buddhism, when you attain enlightenment, and especially when you annihilate your intellectual disability, which is the final boss, that you can finally kill yourself in the hesitation and suffering of this reincarnation.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

I read it.
Are you right that you deserved it?
Are you the only reason you want to die?
I think there are many more reasons other than you for wanting to die like that.

Your life and life are far bigger, more important, and more valuable than you think right now.
Since human life has been given, it is something that cannot be decided by oneself without permission.

I want you to really take good care of your life and your life.
I think you are an important person who will continue to be loved and nurtured by many people and will continue to grow steadily.
And when you grow up, I think you'll be able to support and help many people, and live by hand helping each other.

You really have so much potential, so I don't think now is the time for you to die.
The feeling that I want to die is something I always have at the bottom of my heart because I'm human. There are also things I just think about even when I'm healthy.
The answer is not easy to come up with right now.

One day, when you have reached the end of your life, the answer will naturally come closer, an opportunity to look back at your own life will come, and when you accept death, there will always come a time to welcome it. That time is fine.

Please try sharing your thoughts here or with various people, get various hints, and actively receive mental and physical support from many people.

You are an important person who deserves the support of so many people!

I really want to support you.