I made a big mistake in the center exam, and it's really hard.

　Good evening. Stay up late, enough! (Me too)
Let's literally give “the frustration of having no place to do anything” a place to go.
Like a child, raise your voice and make your body jittery. hit things. Show your chagrin until you get bogged down. Don't poke around with just these letters, try to express yourself more with your whole self.
A few years ago, I watched a movie called “Neighbors” at a place called Polepole Seated in Nakano. It's a documentary about an orphanage, but there was a place where children who were separated from their parents got angry in search of their parents. I've never heard such a heartbreaking cry in my life. Let's take a look at that same heartbreak.
If you give them a place to chagrin, I think something new will come into you in return. There's still time.

The thought that I was really serious about studying so hard that I could go that far
I can feel it.

Kozue herself may not believe herself, but the seriousness of her efforts up until now is conveyed to me.

There are many things, but there are things that don't turn out the way I want, but my life still has a long way to go.
I'm rooting for you.

I haven't finished my exam yet, so now I need a change of pace.
It's also good to sing only uplifting songs at karaoke.

By the way, I watched a singer's mini concert last year. Murakami Ayako is a soprano singer.
Of course, the song was powerful and emotional, and it was wonderful, but what surprised me was the story about the entrance exam.
I passed Tokyo University of the Arts for the 7th time.
Although she almost got frustrated many times along the way, it seems that only her desire to become a singer gave her strength to try again.

Anyway, Kozue, let's change our minds now and face the next exam.
Even if the results are bad, there are many opportunities if you have goals for the future and don't give up.

Life still has a long way to go.

Kozue

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

Please don't worry. I also made a big mistake.

The Great Hanshin Earthquake 20 years ago was the day after the center exam, and the self-scoring was submitted, so I remember it clearly.

My poor results didn't reach the 80% I had planned at all, and it was around 70 to 5 minutes...

I took the Kobe University School of Law exam, but of course it wasn't possible...

In the end, it was a big hit, but at the time, the Waseda University Law and Keio University Law that I wanted to apply to also fell, and although it wasn't the university I wanted, I enrolled.

Even so, I had a goal (lawyer/politician), so I continued my studies the whole time.

However, in the end, the bar exam was also frustrated and they gave up, and of course they were successors to the temple at my parents' house, so politicians also gave up, and they have continued until now.

Of course, every time I got frustrated, I felt depressed and a little rough, but I don't regret anything.

This is because it's all connected to who I am now and useful.

Your goals in life probably don't end with just entering the university of your choice.

Depending on the conditions, you can recover as much as you want.

If you do your best, you can transfer or even re-enter the university you want to study at graduate school.

There is even an entrance exam for working adults after becoming a member of society.

What are Kozue's goals and dreams?

What is Kozue's happiness?

Once again, please think about what you will learn, how you can make use of it in your life, and how it will lead to your dreams and happiness.

“I can't die thinking about the people who have supported me all this time and that I want to cherish.” ・・

That's right. This world is made up of supporting and helping each other in various ways.

Of course, you too can support and help others. I also have to return the favor..

So, don't think, “Maybe I'll die.”

Incidentally, although they made a big mistake in the center exam, I have a classmate who entered the prefectural medical school in the late stage exam where the center did not place much emphasis. To be honest, I was surprised.

You won't know what's going to happen until the very end, until the results are out. Stay firm until the end. Of course, you can try again. Even if it takes a while, depending on how you do it, you can recover depending on how you do it, and depending on how hard you try.

Hasunoha supports Kozue anytime, anywhere for her dreams and happiness!

Frève Kozue

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

　The generation before the center exam began (this is an era where national universities were divided into first term schools and second term schools.) However, no matter what era, the results of entrance examinations are a source of joy and disappointment.

There are also many cases where even if you are in the pass range for the mock exam, you were unable to leave good results due to your physical condition on the day of the exam and the content of the questions asked. Whether it's sports or studying, if you make an effort, your abilities will always improve. However, it is unlikely that all athletes will achieve their personal best in track and field records competitions, and even in entrance examinations, there is no guarantee that all examinees will be able to show their abilities. I think there is no choice but to accept the results of the center exam as a comprehensive result of the day's problems, physical condition, and one's own performance.
Now is the time to switch your mind for the next exam. Please do your best so that you can perform at your best in the national individual academic ability tests and private university entrance exams.

There are a number of barriers in life that must be overcome. It may be one of those college entrance exams, but that doesn't determine everything in life. There are advantages and disadvantages to getting a job depending on the university you are enrolled in, but the place of employment alone does not determine everything in your life. Even if you were able to get a job at the most popular company at the time of graduation, it is not uncommon for that company to go bankrupt or fall into a management crisis 10 to 20 years later. Even if it's not the university of your first choice or the company of your first choice, you may have a rosy life depending on your own actions (called cause in Buddhism) and the conditions (relationships) surrounding you. At the same time, there is a possibility that your life will be gray. First, think carefully about what you want to learn at university and what kind of work you want to do by making use of what you've learned. To make that happen, let's face the next entrance exam with all our energy.

I've answered previous questions about the significance of studying at university. Please refer to it.
http://hasunoha.jp/questions/2351

Thank you for your question, Kozue.

Actually, it should have been posted a long time ago, but for some reason it wasn't posted here.
(why??)

It's late, but I'd like to write my thoughts.

The results of the center exam were disappointing.
However, it wasn't just about you, it also happened to many examinees
I think so.

This was my experience a long time ago...

I myself have a common primary exam (corresponding to the current center exam), which is far below my target point
It was a big mistake.

At that time, only 1 national and public school could accept it, so they were forced to change their applications.

For some reason, I passed the exam school that was changed,
I didn't want to go on to a university of my own accord, and I really didn't like going on to college.

I felt like that for a while even after enrollment, so at first I lived as a university student
I think it was boring.

However, the place I went on to college was blessed with good teachers and friends, and I am very attached to them
It has turned into a wonderful university.

After graduation, I also had the opportunity to study at the university of my first choice,
The university I reluctantly went on to for me, such as my relationships with my teachers and the way I learned
I think the one was more appropriate and suited.

Whether only the school of your first choice is the best university for you
Actually, you don't understand, do you?

Since the center exam was over, I have spent every day as if I died.
My heart is empty, I don't feel like I want to do anything, and I take it from my sorrow and study like before
I can't assemble it. I sometimes cry when I'm studying.

You are writing like this, but in order to advance to the university of your first choice, you studied hard,
“My grades were also rising steadily, and it seemed like I could reach the school of my first choice.” Hey
Great results have been achieved.
It's definitely not a waste.

The question about the meaning of studying for the entrance exam is
I'm sure it depends on how you look in the future.

ps
I read “Thank you from the questioner - thank you.”
The content makes me feel like I can approach the entrance exam in a positive way, and it also brightens my heart.
It was a bad timed answer, but I also received the brightness from you
I feel like that.

I have a double wobble mouth, so
The advice on entrance exams is presumptuous, but...
What I felt unhappy at that time
There were many cases where it was later used as food.

If the exam was the way you wanted,
They probably didn't become monks,
I don't even know my wife,
When I think that children haven't been born either,
I can say that nothing in my life up until now has been wasted.

I'm sure this failure will be really painful,
This will definitely be a good experience, so
I would like you to look forward.