Hasuha

I can go to the Pure Land where Grandma is.
The Pure Land is a beautiful place.
Everyone is laughing.

but if you could come so early
Grandma is probably confused too.
Try a little harder with this shaba
Having them take a look at that figure is also
I think grandma will be filial pious.

well. Mr.
Starting with your grandmother, people you are related to, and have already gone, “meet (meet) together (meeting) in one (1) place (place)”
This is the Buddhist [club hall].
I will go there in this life after death, and of course I think I can meet my grandmother too.
But even if humans want to die, that doesn't happen, and even if they wish to live longer, death suddenly strikes.
Both [I want to die] and [I want to live] are desires and afflictions. Amidst that fuzzy suffering, we are living in the present.
If you have any mental uneasiness or dissatisfaction, feel free to ask questions here and spit them out.
well. If I could become the power of tomorrow [live] by Mr. even with little effort...

　Good evening.
How did you spend your Golden Week?
I had no plans until the last minute, but then suddenly I started running errands at the temple on a daily basis. There are 2 days left, but I have to do my work at the temple. Well, I didn't have any plans to go out during this break, and even if I did, it would probably be crowded anyway, so I probably wouldn't go out either way. But I'm sorry that I was so flustered that I couldn't deal with the kids (even though they're already high school students).

I grow water lilies and lotuses at my temple. Both work during the cold season to dig out the roots from the mud, remove the thick roots from there, and replant them. The leaves are finally starting to appear at this time of year. Flowers will bloom from now until summer.
(The link below is a picture of last year's lotus flower. (From Instagram)
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bj8hbjaA5dG/?igshid=n4inubookax8
I've never been to another world, so I don't know what lotus leaves are in that world, but I know that lotus leaves in this world are beautiful.
If you look it up now, there is a place famous for ancient lotus in the neighborhood of the town where you live. Why don't you check it out and go there once.

Thank you for your hard work, I'm sure you're tired of being carried away by so many things. I think I'm tired of thinking about the people around me. Since you are kind and always thinking about your surroundings, I think you are exhausted because things don't go well because you can think about the future of the people around you. But I think the most important thing in your life is for you to follow your own path. In a sense, you don't need to worry about the lives of the people around you. The people around them are also living their own lives, and each one has their own life. You are the only one who can walk through your life. So you should do what you can, and live day by day for yourself first. If you put yourself first and let others take care of your surroundings, your mind will feel a little easier. If you're still worried about your surroundings, ask the people around you so that the Buddha can guide you. That's because the Buddha is watching over you and the people around you and guiding you. Of course, your aunt is also watching over you while worrying and trying to guide you.