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Fraud in entrance exams

I'm in my second year of high school. I cheated on high school entrance exams and tests related to high school entrance exams. My memory is vague, but if I hadn't cheated, I don't think I would have entered my current school.
I failed in math and English in the entrance exam. (My memory is vague, so I'm sorry if I lied)

Looking at the answers to other people's questions, I think I'll do something good at this school, study, and go to college, but I feel guilty (not always).

I don't know if I can have fun at this school. I don't think it's good. But I don't want to say this, and I just want to have fun.

I'm thinking that if the monk answered that I should continue to go to school, the monk would also be complicit.

What should I do?

4 Zen Responses

A misleading way of life is nothing but a misleading person.

Wouldn't it be better to do whatever you like?
It's the path you chose, isn't it?

However, high school life is on top of injustice.
Also, you can hide your sins in silence ~ I want to have a good time, and let the monk answer my future.

You're a cheater after all.

A misleading way of life is nothing but a misleading person.
Is that also the path you choose?

The Buddha can see it.
Now, how do you live?

The Buddha saved me as he deserved it

Hello. My name is Kameyama Junshi.

In Buddhism, the Buddha's mercy is directed at those who have committed any crime. Of course, this also applies to people who have cheated, like you. However, it never cancels that person's sins. The Buddha's mercy is that he saves the sins you have committed as they are. Therefore, the offender himself must accept the consequences of the crime committed. This is called “self-earned” in Buddhism. In other words, “the Buddha will save you as he deserved it.”

By the way, in the text of the consultation, it is written, “But I don't want to say this, and I want to have a good time,” and that kind of feeling is hurting you now. Who in particular do you not want to tell anyone about your crimes? (If I were you, would I be a teacher at that school?) I think the entrance to the solution is to confess to the person you least want to talk about the cheat you've committed. Then, it is up to each person to decide what the outcome will be, but whatever the outcome, only the Buddha's mercy always falls upon any person.

These are my answers.

for your future life...

 “Will you be able to have a good time at your current school?”... It's a harsh way of saying it, but it's impossible.
Right now, you have two choices.
One is to suggest fraud at the time of the entrance exam on the school side. The school will make that decision, but the worst is cancellation of enrollment... in other words, there is a possibility that it will be a tough ruling that will not even result in expulsion.
The other is to just keep quiet and go to school. ... but can we do that? That seems like it's going to be a pretty difficult situation. And you'll be living with your current thoughts for the rest of your life.
I think you probably won't be able to live either way at your own discretion anymore.
Please stop arguing about complicity or not, and talk to your mother first.
For us, I think “dropping out of your current school for personal reasons and re-entering a correspondence system high school, etc.” is the best choice “after thinking about your future life.”
The only thing that doesn't judge you for your sins is the Buddha. No matter what happens in your life from now on, they will continue to be close to you.
Please live a way of life that does not disobey the Buddha's kind mercy.
Please don't make the Buddha sad...
Please talk to your mother right away...

If you repent, you'll be forgiven.

I read your question.
As you said, fraud is injustice.
Reflect and never make the same mistake again
What you need to do to avoid committing
I think it's very important.

Mother's answer
It was the most comfortable one.

What is the Buddha's mercy
Save everyone!
Save now!
I think so.

I've fully reflected on it, so
Never make the same mistake again
Don't repeat it.

Wouldn't that be fine?

Repentance rather than repentance.

We won't repeat the same thing.

Don't get caught up in that,
Look to the future and walk
Let's go.

I'm praying for your happiness.

Confess the crime and commit the same crime
If we take it, we'll take it together.