My heart is going to break
It's hard and painful to live in a chaotic world, and in this sense of blockage, there is no point in hosting the Olympics or the like, even if government officials boycott the Uyghur region due to human rights violations against people in the Uyghur region, there is no point in reporting it as a festival every day, and the mass media that reports it like a festival every day, and the government that responds on an ad hoc basis, such as the COVID-19 pandemic, and I feel it is difficult to maintain my heart.
I am heartbroken by the misery of Myanmar's Rohingya refugees and the tyranny of the military regime. There are also people I know who are trying to help the people of Myanmar with NPO corporations etc. for the liberation of the people of Myanmar. I'm also making donations and fundraising for what I can do, but it's a painful feeling that there aren't many things I can do. I think I have no choice but to live my life every day by doing what I can where I am now, but it seems to break my heart wondering how long unreasonable things will go through.
There may be a lot of information in urban areas and my mind is often misunderstood; I'm tired of working in an urban area and living in an urban area. I would like to live with nature away from urban areas and live in a natural environment, even if it is difficult to be self-sufficient. I try not to watch news programs as much as possible, but the topic of the COVID-19 crisis every day is painful. I'm grateful to have a family and work in the environment I've been given, but I can't suppress the excitement in my heart. What should I do to prepare my mind and live my life; it seems that my heart will be broken at this rate.
