It looks like it's going to rot.

There is such a thing as growth only because of that failure and that bad time period.
I'm studying YOUTBE, textbooks, games, getting scolded, school teacher's stories, and monk's puja. The important thing is for the person to learn from it.
There is a Buddhist oath saying “learn the Dharma.”
Dharma is generally the teaching of Buddhism.
When humans learn the Dharma, they only open their own drawer.
I also learned the input of six gates and six senses.
Here and now, this is also learning that comes in through your whole body, mind, and eyes, and pores.
Learn, be given, and if Megumi is given it, how do you use it? That's how you use it.
If you don't know how to use it, you can ruin even one bag of flour.
This morning, moths appeared from mochi rice that was sold at a bargain price in supermarkets the other day.
Rice will also be eaten by bugs if left unattended just because it is cheap.
There are times when even chickens don't eat rice.
Life itself also has a best before date, there is a usage period, and if YOUTUBE is eaten up, it's a loss of learning. How do you make use of the rice brewery you've learned on YOUTUBE and process it into a shape that people can eat and be happy with.
Just as there are forms of videos you like, if you aim to create something, you can make something that makes someone happy.
It's about pursuing the taste you admire even if it's ramen alone, and the output, offerings, and tastes of people you can respect.
Buddhist disciples also follow wonderful leaders, mentors, and mentors called Buddha and Zosha, and devise ways so that they can express their own tastes, laws, and sounds.
I love great players and artists for musical instruments, and if I apply to make a similar work myself, it will be decent. In Zen, it is said that if you don't have a lively, active 🐟 momentum that jumps over your master, you're perfect.
You can do whatever you like.
It's not a stupid thing everyone around you is doing, it's you! this is it! If there is such a thing, if we pursue it, about 1 million sympathizers will be born out of 7.5 billion people in the world.
I'm looking forward to your output activities.
Bodhi Heart has beneficial bacterial effects in humans. People resonate with each other due to the Bodhi Heart effect that allows people to be happy and comfortable with each other. An attitude of learning that you can see in the world in front of you, what I have received up until now, and in my sentences. 🌱

I'm sorry to those who appreciated it. I've rewritten the question over and over again.

It's almost 50, but it's still rotten and has survived forever.

I wonder what I'm doing.
When I thought about it, I was so depressed.
I got tired of being depressed, so I ate some food and took a break.
Life is a repetition of such patterns.

People are difficult, but they don't speak ill of the ingredients on the plate.

YouTube didn't save me. My eyes get tired. Food balances not only nutrition but also mental balance.

Whether your mind and body are rotten or fresh, there's nothing you can't do about eating delicious food.
Solitary gourmets aren't a bad thing.

I hope it's helpful.

Nice to meet you, Narira-san. I read your question.

Narira-san is dead even though she is in her 20s and is relatively old enough to do anything, and she's feeling impatient. And you don't know what you're living for, do you?

I'm also familiar with the fact that I like dark songs that lack emotion, so I'll answer that.

Dark songs sound dark because they look into the depths of the heart and sing as they are.
Peering into the depths of one's heart is like seeing something scary, and it is comfortable to be trapped in a strange feeling like fear.

If Narira-san can capture subtleties that allow you to look into the depths of your heart, why not focus on emotions?

For example, I ate sweets and it was delicious, or the sun came up and I got sick of the sun being too hot.
Why don't you focus on the emotions you don't care about and watch your heart move? That's because it means being alive.

Even if you look for meaning in your emotions, they won't do anything, but please realize that you are living from feelings that “become nothing.” We don't need dreams. It won't rot.
Gassho

　Thank you for your hard work, Narira-san. Please take care of yourself.
It seems that they don't value their day to day and are worried about being lazy. I'm jealous of you.
Every day is said to be a good day. It means to think every day is a good day, but I don't think life is going that well. There are times when I think that a good day isn't as good as it is.
When I read your text, YouTube was created, and I was able to pay my taxes well, and I didn't have a single complaint. I cherish my alone time and enjoy my hobbies by listening to my favorite music. Like a dried fish woman from Firefly Hikari from a year ago, she honestly enjoys her private life. If you are not particularly uncomfortable with your life, you can continue as it is. It's an enviable utopia.
Apart from your dreams, I don't think you have to be big. I want to live in peace. I want to enjoy my life. But it's a great dream. Peace is best. Being able to live a life that doesn't change is the best thing. Let's first be aware of “knowing that I am enough” without looking at people and comparing ourselves.