My grandfather committed suicide.
I lost my grandfather 5 years ago.
At the time, I had heard that he suddenly collapsed at home and died of illness, but I heard the other day that it really was suicide.
I also read my grandfather's suicide note.
The cause of suicide was my grandmother.
My grandmother has not been diagnosed, but it is likely that she had dementia or a mental illness.
They showered their grandfather with rants and swearing voices that could be heard in the neighborhood every day, such as “die quickly,” and they ran out of the house saying “I'm going to jump out onto the road now and get hit by a car and die,” and it seems that there were times when my grandfather chased them in a hurry.
It seems that my grandfather once raised his heart, but my grandmother said, “If you die, die alone.”
As a result, my grandfather actually passed away alone.
Prepare for your own funeral and leave a suicide note.
After my grandfather's death, it seems that my grandmother implored my aunt and his wife living in the neighborhood who took care of them to “not tell other relatives why they died.”
They probably thought they would be blamed if they found out.
My grandfather was killed by my grandmother.
My grandmother, who can only think about herself even if she kills her grandfather, also passed away last year.
I think if my grandmother were alive, she would say “murder, you die too,” so I feel relieved about learning about my grandfather's suicide after my grandmother passed away and frustration, saying, “Run to Death was a huge success, you bastard.”
I didn't know my grandfather was so worried.
If I knew, I separated from my grandmother to protect my grandfather.
I suggested, “Grandpa, let's live together.”
My grandfather would have been saved if I had noticed it sooner.
But it's too late to say anything now.
My grandfather didn't come back even though he cried and regretted it.
What's painful for me now is that I couldn't save my grandfather, who should have been saved, and I've heard stories in Buddhism that if you commit suicide, you'll go to hell, and I can't help but wonder if my grandfather is still suffering.
Also, monks were not invited at the funeral, and sutras were not given.
I'm also worried that the monk didn't give me the sutras.
Is it true that if you commit suicide, you'll go to hell?
I wish my grandmother was in hell.
What's going on with my grandfather now?
If reincarnation really exists, I want my grandfather to be happy when he is reborn next time.
I'm a nurse, so I think “illness causes patients to act and act like this,” but I don't think so about my grandmother.