Ahead of disease treatment
I have lung cancer, and it has spread to lymph, and I have had three surgeries. There seems to be almost no five-year survival rate. Even so, I worked hard together with my family, lived up, and took the path of life. However, it has spread again, and now I am undergoing anticancer drug treatment and radiation therapy. They have four children, and the youngest child is in the first grade of elementary school. No matter how hard I try, I feel like I'm being thrown down. From now on, we will continue to work hard and take the path of living, but if God exists, why is it likely that our family will be tested over and over again and our lives taken? I also experienced a tsunami. A dead person was buried along with the rubble, and in front of that, the child had a head injury, and the two children were left behind at school, picked them up with the Self-Defense Forces, and were lucky, but at the time of the earthquake, I saw many people robbing money and people who were happy about the earthquake at work. Our family is not that kind of person, and we are working hard to live. Is God watching? I can't give my family to anyone; I want to get well, work sweat, and grow bigger. Please ask God instead of me. It would be hard to eat without me. Please give me ten years of good health and a body to work with. I'm trying to live. I want to be with my family, let them live, and raise them with my own strength.