I want to quit a vocational school

I saw it.

It's a job where you face sick people every day, so you can't do your job unless you yourself are healthy. I don't know what your major is, but it's basically a team approach centered around doctors, so collaboration with multiple occupations is essential. I think conversation skills and courage to handle such exchanges will also be required to some extent.
Above all else, if you don't like that job, you won't be able to continue for long.

I'm in the 3rd or 4th grade, and I think they're going to practice, but are you so driven that you want to retire even the internship?
Depending on the supervisor you are training at, there are also encounters that raise your tension a lot.

Your parents will probably be disappointed because they are looking forward to getting a job where you can help others.
But you probably came to this conclusion after a lot of trouble until you posted it here. Even if you know it's not for you, think of it as a harvest, and be sure to tell them how you feel.

Hello Hiro-san.

My current specialized studies aren't the job I want to do, so it's hard.
So what job would you like to do? The first thing to do is decide it clearly. Deciding will determine what skills you need and what you must study and experience. That will be the standard for whether or not to stop the current vocational school. The direction is really different, and it's going to be useless, so if it's necessary to stop, I think it's okay to stop it. There may also be reasons to persuade parents.

But if you just want to stop it because it's too hard, it's just an escape. If you stop it, you will fail in your slutty life. This is because even if the field is different, there is no way that people who can't even clear that learning will do well at other jobs. There are quite a few people who can do it, saying “3 years on a stone,” even if they think “this is a different direction,” and there are quite a few people who work hard for 3 years to get only that qualification and stop.

The fact that technology and experience at that time collaborate and lead to a new job while choosing a different job after that is a common success story. It is a famous story that the genius manga artist Tezuka Osamu, who opened the manga era, when he was unable to ride in the next new comic boom era and almost disappeared in a slump, was revived in the comic “Black Jack,” which he wrote on the theme of a doctor written by making use of medical experiences he stopped by becoming a manga artist.

The experience of walking, including bad things, will not be wasted. It will fertilize your life. Please think carefully about what your goals and goals are, Hiro-san, and decide whether to continue or stop.

Good luck! Gassho

This time, I'm leaving my sect (Jodo Shinshu) for a bit and writing from personal experience.

Even though I advanced to medical school for 5 years, I dropped out.

It's only been about two weeks since I entered medical school, and I felt “this isn't right for me.”
Even so, I did my best in desperation.

Another reason I dropped out of medical school was that I had a chronic illness and my physical condition was unstable.
However, I think my personal intuition that “fundamentally unsuitable for a doctor” was true in my case.

There are many people who enter medical school and feel “I'm not suited.”

Actually, it seems like my father didn't want to be a doctor either.
My father graduated from medical school and became a doctor, but it seemed very boring.
He eventually committed suicide.

Even I can't easily say “don't stop it.”
But I can't say “never stop and do your best.”

I think it's better to cherish your intuition at times like this.

Because, “it's a job I want to do!” or “I don't want to do this” is an emotion, isn't it?
Feelings cannot be triggered by themselves.
Even if you don't want to do that, it just happens without permission.
For example, it's like crying even if you don't want to cry.

It's an unanswered answer, right?
I can't give you an answer.
However, I think I was able to share my question with you.

It doesn't mean that life is all about suffering. Life is something you don't leave up to what you think. I run an osteopathic clinic. Of course, I have a license as a judo therapist, and I also go to the field. I have field experience in medical care and nursing care. I don't know what genre your school is in, so I can't talk about specifics, but I think what fits and doesn't fit is an important standard.
However, there is one thing I can say. The school and the field are different. There are many people who are active in the field even if they have a lot of pain, such as not getting along with teachers at school. The opposite is also true, and there are cases where people who were honors students quit because they didn't fit the industry. I had a family and worked hard to earn money for family life and tuition. regardless of day or night. The number of days I attended was at the last minute, and due to poor grades, I was disappointed in my second year, and after transferring schools, I finally graduated, passed the national exam, and obtained qualifications. Even now, I can't have a good feeling about the school I graduated from. When I was older, I felt like I had been thrown into the abyss.
Even if it's called a dream or goal, I think it's quite difficult based on your age and experience. A lot of people somehow got into school and somehow got a job. Isn't that reality? I think it's still a long way to determine whether it fits or doesn't fit. In my case, the motivation and real thrill of work came out of nowhere after the age of 50. No matter where you go, there are bad things and good things. Also, if it's a medical school, tuition fees are expensive, aren't they? Given that burden, why not prioritize gaining a little more experience? If you drop out of school and go anywhere else, what matters is how you think. I will cherish my current relationship. Everything is painful. That's because life is something you don't leave up to what you think.
Please think carefully. I'm praying for your success. Jōkō-ji