First, let's talk about not wanting to meet people.
Being someone else is like not being around.
Let's look at it as a ❞ entity that ❝ appears in your mind only when you're aware of it.
If you don't become overly aware of that person, even if there are a lot of people, it's as if there are no one by your side in a good sense.
“People” only appear in the mind when we are conscious.
Even when there are lots of people on trains or at prep schools, etc., there will be times when people are just not aware of them.
Even close family members are probably forgotten when they are obsessed with smartphones.
No matter how many people there are, if you don't have ❝ and ❞ in your heart, it's as if there are no people there.
People don't function within you; they aren't conscious.
Everyone, me and Anata, will just live their whole lives in this body called themselves for the rest of their lives.
Let's live our true self.
Nor am I going to college for my parents.
Living the way you want to live is your life.
If the hurdles to the university you want to enter are high, it's a good idea to realize that it's impossible and choose another school.
That's because you can learn anything you can learn anywhere. It is here, myself, that has the power to absorb learning.
Just because they entered Harvard and the University of Tokyo doesn't mean they're all successful, right?
Also, don't try to be positive.
Let's live with the truth that exists now as it is, without adapting it or dramatizing it.
When you don't feel well, it's better to relax and say, ah, well, that's fine, and sometimes your strength springs up later.
Instead of trying to live positively, I recommend taking full advantage of your strength and returning to your true self.
