hasunoha

I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die

The feeling that I want to die does not change even after consulting with Hasunoha many times and receiving words from the monks. I really want to die.

4 Zen Responses

Nembutsu together

Why don't you go out for a bit?

People will run out of lives one day.
I believe in Amitabha, so by chanting nembutsu on a daily basis, I have them take me to the Pure Land of Paradise created by Amitabha after my life has run out.
Where will you go after you die?
If you haven't decided yet, why don't you recite nembutsu?

Please look for a Jodo sect temple nearby that regularly holds nembutsu events.
If you find one, please join us.
Also, please recite Nembutsu carefully.
If you have a chance, I would like you to listen to the monk's puja and have conversations with believers.

Never die until your heart is satisfied and until you recite nembutsu thoroughly.
I've also been chanting nembutsu from a distance.

If your family is of a different denomination, the answer is misplaced, but please bear with me.

Let's search for the cause of that feeling

 Hello.

Do you want to die? It's hard.

In Buddhism, there is a way of thinking called the “four pillars.” It is also known as “The Road to the End of the World.” Roughly speaking, it means searching for the cause of things that don't go the way you want, controlling them, and living a normal life.

First, let's find out what causes you to feel that way?

If it's just “it's painful” and “I want to die,” there are places where it is difficult for those of us who respond to that feeling to find what kind of solution is right for you.

How about it? Did you have any bad memories when you were little? Is there anything that doesn't go the way you want in the situation you're in right now? Or is it just the feeling of wanting to die rushing in for no reason?
First, calm your mind. First, take a deep breath. Take a big breath, then take a big breath. Repeat this two or three times.
There are probably things you don't want to remember, so don't overdo it. Please tell me as much as I can talk about.
(In principle, it is not possible to add an answer due to the rules here, so please ask a new question)
I'm waiting.

Oops, there was a question from the past saying “I'm worried about the size of my face.”
If you are concerned about the size of your face, it seems that you can change your appearance with makeup, hairstyle, clothes, etc. I've seen women whose impressions change quite a bit depending on their hairstyle on YouTube before.
Why don't you talk to a beauty salon or the like?

Finally, I'll give you the words posted in front of my temple
https://www.facebook.com/holyjitemple/posts/1010515845724534 

Hummingbird drops

Shizuku-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

The name “drop” reminded me of “one drop of hummingbirds.”

It's a story about a hummingbird that carries water drop by drop in its beak and puts it on the fire in an attempt to put out a forest fire...

The animals that have escaped from the fire look at it and laugh at it, saying, “What on earth would it be if you did such a thing.”

To which the hummingbird responds.

“I'm just doing what I can”

・・

Living is certainly tough, difficult, and painful.

In a sense, everyone has been burnt by the fire of suffering and is in agony.

Under such circumstances, you may be wondering a little bit about what is wrong, and what is useful.

Even so, there is “no result without causation (cause and condition).”

If you don't sow, water, and grow seeds that are good for the heart little by little, the flower of happiness will not bloom.

In the face of the hesitation and suffering of each of the 7 billion people, Hasunoha is simply powerless. Maybe it's equal to nothing...

However, I am working on it with the hope that I can help the flower of happiness bloom just a little bit, even if I am alone.

Exactly, the idea is “I can do what I can do in my own way,” but now, with the participation of many comrades from the law, it is becoming an initiative that is receiving a lot of attention from the public.

As with anything, don't think it's useless even if you do it; don't think that one drop will become anything, so be sure to do as much as you can, do what you can, and live your life. Maybe that power drop by drop will eventually gain everyone's power and grow to the ocean.

Please don't stop. There's still more work to be done and done.

If possible, I would like them to learn and practice Buddhism little by little, sow good seeds in their hearts, and nurture them well.

I would be happy if my poor thoughts reached Shizuku-san's heart even a little bit.

Let's cultivate the Buddha's teachings together.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

Wanting to die is not a bad thing

Shizuku-san
Hello. I took a look.

I feel like I want to die. I think you are in the midst of suffering that cannot be expressed with just the word painful. Why is it so hard? That's because I'm living by continuing to lie about my true feelings.

I want to die! If you think so,

“I want to die ~ but I am loved ~”
“I want to die ~ but I'm amazing ~”
“I want to die ~ but it's amazing to me ~”

“You don't have to think it,” so try muttering it aloud.
I think something is about to change. I'm rooting for you.

Gassho