Namu Amida Buddha?
I'm indebted to you.
While I was consulting here, I noticed something important, and I was taught by the monk who made me notice that I can calm down just by putting my hands together and chanting “Namu Amida Buddha,” and for the time being, I don't even understand the meaning.
As I chant to something every day, I was frustrated just by listening to my mother's voice on the phone, which is one of the causes of illness, and I was surprised that my condition, which had worsened, was different from what it used to be, and that there was a certain change.
At the beginning, my doctor advised me to “break ties with your family for yourself.” Recently, it has been said “try not to interact with each other as much as possible.” That's because my condition is going to get really bad. Sometimes I feel so stressed that I hurt myself.
Somehow I felt the way my mother was happy that I called her on the phone... “I'm happy... I'm glad..” This is the first time since the onset of the disease. Even after I hung up the phone, my condition didn't get any worse.
I don't think it will recover smoothly as it is, but is this the power of Namu Amida Buddha?
If that's the case, I think it would be amazing, but... I'm not sure.
What do the monks think of this change?
It's just that something like this has happened once...
It would be helpful if you let me know what you think.
Thank you for your support.
