Things to come

Anyway, don't be early. Suffering such as orthostatic regulation disorder, chronic fatigue syndrome, or collagen disease can be difficult for others to understand. Even if it's a family.

If it's Saitama, it seems that the following medical institutions handle it. Please make an appointment by phone right away, and try being examined once, assuming that it may be chronic fatigue syndrome or collagen disease.

chronic fatigue syndrome
https://byoinnavi.jp/saitama/g26

collagen disease
https://byoinnavi.jp/saitama/g06

Saitama Medical University Hospital - Department of Rheumatology
http://www.saitama-med.ac.jp/hospital/division/24rheumatology/staff.html
Phone number: 049-276-2034 Reception hours 8:30 a.m. to 5:30 p.m.

If the diagnosis is made at a medical institution, you can explain various things to your family and ask for support, and you can also hope for an appropriate treatment method.

Anyway, don't be early.

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Miki-sama

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

I've answered your previous question, but I'm a little concerned about physical function issues.

It may be that the mind has also fallen into various instabilities due to poor physical function...

After all, it is conceivable that it is an immune function issue or a hormonal balance problem with adrenal function.

For example, there are many people who suffer from orthostatic regulation disorder or chronic fatigue syndrome due to these problems without being easily understood by those around them.

By all means, I would like to recommend that you visit a hospital that deals with orthostatic regulation disorder and chronic fatigue syndrome.

I pray that you will quickly heal your condition and that you will be able to return to your vibrant days with a smile at your favorite workplace.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

It seems like you're having a lot of trouble.

I've been reading your questions, and I feel like you're mentally exhausted.

First of all, I think resting is more medicine than anything else.

I also suffered from symptoms of sudden deafness due to fatigue after training, and I wasn't able to hear well for a while. However, it was temporary due to fatigue (however, I had hearing loss for half a year, and severe dizziness occurred due to an abnormal semicircular canal, and I couldn't walk straight). ... It's a private matter, but there are times like that.

Isn't the reason your family and people around you don't worry about you... is it because they trust your judgments and actions?
As an adult, when you want people other than yourself to worry about... I think it's a time when your heart is tired.

Please sleep well and rest well when you should rest.
If you still haven't recovered, go to a general hospital and have them examined.

And if you want your family to worry about it, tell them about it.
If you don't seem to be worried... you think that's painful.

But it's best to manage yourself rather than your family.
Since only you can understand the condition of your own body,
It's best to maintain it yourself.

First, please rest when you can rest well.

Please take good care of yourself.
Additional note: Tinnitus after LIVE often heals without waiting a few weeks. In LIVE, you can prevent it by filling your ears with tissues, etc.

you're having a hard time both mentally and physically... I want to do something about it...

Did you go to the hospital to see what kind of illness the root cause was? If you go to the hospital and don't get better, get a second opinion (see another hospital). Let's search for a good hospital ❗

Mental symptoms often appear due to physical illness. First of all, not being able to sleep is bad for both mind and body. Right now, the first step is to be able to sleep even with the help of medicine. Lack of sleep makes your mind unstable and you can't rest your body, which isn't good. If you are in good physical and mental condition, I don't think you'll be able to move in a relaxed direction.

Family members may think that they cannot understand the illness because they are not experts, and that you, as an adult, will be examined and cured by yourself. What should we do as a family? I wonder if they're confused. If there is a possibility that the family will need understanding and cooperation, we recommend that you receive an explanation of the illness from a hospital teacher together. Alternatively, ask them to read the medical condition description.

Humans are not gods or Buddhas, so they cannot see or understand the inside of their hearts. How would you like your family to help? Do you want me to say it? Why don't we talk about it concretely? I don't think you'll understand the other person unless you talk to them. (Will they understand telling people what you think? It makes me think about things like that, so I think it's hard to talk about it and it takes courage... 💦)

Please tell the Hasunoha monks anything. There are many high priests. They accept it as a big vessel. Let's live together ❗ (^^)

I read it. Your illness and your family are driving you into a difficult situation, aren't you? I understand how you feel.
Nevertheless, I hope you can still live. Please overcome what is hurting you right now. And please stand up from your growing suffering and support those who are suffering even more.
Then put the various things you felt in your actual experiences into sentences, etc., and bring out excellent works from you to the world.
There is also giving up on life. But it's also an important life that doesn't end there.
Even in the midst of suffering, there is always a way out. Also, there are always people who can help, even if they are strangers.
Please don't give up.
Your life is supported by many things.
This is where life really begins. It's time to step on.
The world and people will never abandon you. Please don't abandon yourself either.
I sincerely pray to Shinto and Buddha that you will overcome hardships from now on, be blessed with relationships with important people, and create many new creations from there, and that your days will be fulfilled with your heart.
The monks of hasunoha are cheering for you. Please don't give up.

I read it again. You're not alone. There are always people who will support you.
If there is a god who throws away, there is a god who picks up.
I sincerely hope that you will recover from your precious illness, and that you will be able to go beyond suffering and dedicate yourself to the work.