A teacher's words
“You don't learn Japanese or English. What you learn in Japanese or English is important.”
Buddhism is not about learning Buddhism; it's about learning yourself.
“To meditate in Buddhism is to sing oneself” Dogen
Among all the religions in the world, the advantage of Buddhism is that it is a religion whose purpose is not to worship something external that seems to be a god, but rather to encounter this true form of oneself.
I think there are differences depending on the denomination, but I would like you to carefully consider the following words.
“The Buddha did not believe in Buddhism in the first place”
Do you understand this?
This may be misleading, but don't you really think so?
This is because Buddha is not someone who learned what we Japanese people call “Buddhism.”
This is a place where many Japanese people are misunderstood and don't pay attention.
Around the time when the Buddha attained enlightenment and was preaching, there was no such thing as Buddhism. “Buddhist books, get rid of a single Buddhist word” is the teaching of a wise man who simply revealed himself and gained enlightenment.
This is the story of Buddha who looked deeply at himself, saw through the true nature of his thoughts, became free from his thoughts, was saved from all kinds of suffering, and reached his true form.
The disciples who were studying it were not studying “Buddhism.”
I was learning about myself because I wanted to do something about my suffering.
Therefore, what you should learn and believe in is not Buddhism, but yourself.
The essence of Buddhism is to awaken yourself to your true self, be free from all suffering and thoughts, and become Buddha, just like the Buddha.