The ups and downs of feelings are intense, and there are times when you have deep self-loathing

Good morning.

Thank you for letting me hear Orange Peel's thoughts.
Your mother's presence is huge, isn't it?
I'm worried about what my mom told me.
As a mother, I'm probably not offended, but this side was hurt when I heard it.

If it's a family, I really don't like being touched by that. It hurts. I think it's okay to tell about that extent.

I also have complexes.
There are things we don't want others to say to us.
If it seems like you're going to exceed the limits you can endure,
“Do you really want to say that to me more than any other word???
It's really painful for me to hear that!!”
I try to protect myself by saying things to the extent.

And one more thing, please follow up on yourself when they say that.
It was painful to be told bad things, but even after that, I did my best, washed my face every day, ate, and went to school, which was great!
Or, I want them to follow up by saying something about who I am at that time and who I am now.
Including the fact that I actually wanted people to say complexes like this instead of saying it that way...

In our denomination, worries don't go away; they turn around.
I'm in a position to explore how to successfully come to terms with worries and complexes by looking at them from a different perspective over time.
There are many things in life,
Please also keep in mind the goodness of Orange Peel.

Nice to meet you, Orange Peel.

Please don't blame yourself too much.
I hate being blamed on myself the most.
because there will be no escape...

I have weakened myself compared to my mother and older brother, so I have no roots or children.
If I were to make the same comparison, I'd only look at the good points.

Your mother, older brother, and you are the same person.
Your mother and older brother are just like you.

My mother's words, “Don't look like someone I don't like,” says it all.
Your mother is also weak, but she works hard to shake off that weakness and raise you.

It may be your mother's greatest place of refuge where you can heal yourself.

Have you ever cried out loud in front of your mom?
Have you ever spit out something that has accumulated in your heart?
Have you ever had a serious discussion instead of being angry and not complaining?

Even your mother must have worked very hard to care for you and speak to you.

I'm sure your mom loves you and wants you to be your best friend at the same time.

If you honestly confide in your heart, your mom will surely become your best friend.

If you work too quietly and calmly on yourself, you'll become too introverted.
You must take a proper look not only at other people's good points, but also at your own good points.

It's completely different between blaming and reviewing.

Don't just look at yourself that you don't like; acknowledge your good points too.

I'm sure you're a much better guy than you think.

Nice to meet you, Orange Peel.
This is Nakamura Taishaku from Tokushima Prefecture, the temple of Dharma and ceiling paintings.

Why did Orange Peel come to have a complex?
Only Orange Peel knows why. There must be something deep in your heart that has been sealed to the bottom of the mud. Reopening something that has been sealed may be scary, but the only way to resolve the complex is to try opening it.

If you don't open something that has been sealed, it's the same thing over and over again. What is sealed becomes a complex switch, and the switch is pushed at some tempo. Then, Orange Peel becomes furious, can't stop crying, and has no sense of self-control.

May Orange Peel be able to face herself.

Orange Peel

You love your mother, don't you? I'm sure your mom loves you.

All that bothers you is in the past. I'm being swayed by things from the past. I can imagine any number of stories from the past. If one second passes, what happened one second ago is in the past. I'll never come back. There's no point in sticking my mind to that. Comparing him to his older brother is the same. It doesn't mean anything. This is not how it should be.

Let's take a look at my mom now. They probably talk about memories because you're cute.
No matter what kind of person you are, no one is perfect. There are times when I spit out heartless words. Don't get attached to it. Time is moving forward.

Orange Peel

Isn't there a reason for your tears?

“My mother loves her daughter, but she probably hates the person I am.”
I think that word shows the anxiety you have.

From a mother's point of view, she loves her daughter's self
But they probably really don't like me

because
My mother hates my father
And I look a lot like my father

I read a few people's stories and books
A person must be unconditionally loved by someone (mostly a mother)
I think it might make you feel uneasy about existence.

You are important
It is said that your presence is a joy
Through messages that are accepted unconditionally
I think people can walk with the strength to live.

What is Orange Peel
At the same time as being accepted
not accepted

this is far-fetched
I think it's going to be driven by anxiety.

Your mother told you
What is the phrase “don't look like the person I don't like (father)”
It's a word that gives anxiety to intense beings.

As long as she's the daughter of a husband (father) I don't like
Because I'm saying I don't love you

What is Orange Peel
For the mother
With a mother's daughter who is loved
I think I'm uneasy because I'm living the daughter of an unloved father.

“A mother is an equal person to her children, so that's all I said. It was a day when my mother was tired, and it was bad because I was lazy in the first place. The words themselves didn't really come true; rather, they were extraordinary, and I've always forgotten them ever since. ”

Whether your mom is tired or if you're lazy, it's not something you can't take for granted.
It's no wonder. I think it's an unforgettable word.

Know the reason for your anxiety
Tell the reason for your anxiety
Asking the true meaning of words

I think it's leading to recovery.

There are times when people meet people other than the person themselves even though they have actually met the actual person themselves.
It's an image of the other person plus myself in relation to that person.
Moreover, even in places where the person himself is not present, + the image of oneself goes round and round.
For example, when you get home late, your mom will get angry... she's not a real mom, is she?
After having a fight with your mom, someone who makes you think no to your mom... comes up in a place where the real person isn't, so they aren't real real mothers, are they?
That is the real mom after image in you.
The image of Real Mom After is not real.
The image of the mom I'm most afraid of has been added as an option, so it's scarier than my real mom.
It's about dealing only with your real real mom, not that fearful inner mother or inner mom.
As a result, all of your fears, insecurities, and worries about your mother are blown away and you're happy.
A lot of people in the world are at the mercy of their inner mom. It's not like they're actually there.
Because there's no one who wasn't born to a mother.
A mother's influence lasts a lifetime.
That's why, please dispel my inner mother, real mom/after image, and discover real mom, real brother, real dad, and real life.
That is your enlightenment.
Please enjoy the unfiltered “THE World,” not through images.
If you only interact with your friends in real time, not through images, not after receiving line messages, and only with real real friends in real time, your delusions will go away.
The true nature of the complex is also my own inner negative gas that says something bad about myself... so it's bad to value only what is actually being said and think curiously about things that aren't even being said.
It's important to spend your time without letting negative thoughts become a topping.