Should I become a monk with these motivations?
Is it OK to become a monk with this kind of motivation?
As usual, my childhood dream was to be a hero for justice.
Things like Sentai Mono seemed very appealing to me as a child.
Time passed since then, and I realized that there is no such thing as a direct justice hero, and even so, I was wondering if there were any jobs close to that.
Then, I had a relationship with my grandfather being an abbot of the Soto sect, so the option of becoming a monk came up, and I wanted to become a monk.
The reason is that I learned the meaning of the sutra called the Heart Sutra in a book. I read in the book that it has the meaning of being a guide to a better way of life, and it seemed like a job to save the dead and the living. I myself can't say that I've lived a very good life, but when I learned the modern translation of the Heart Sutra and then chanted it, I felt that something made my heart feel at ease and saved.
I wanted to know the teachings of Buddhism in depth, and I wanted to save someone through it, and I felt that Buddhism was what I had been aiming for since I was a child.
Right now, I haven't even finished my degree, but is it OK to become a monk with this kind of thinking?
If I were to become a monk, I'm afraid I'd like to become a good monk.
Thank you for your answers.
