It makes me think I want to die

If you receive welfare, medical expenses may be free. Why don't you talk to the government office if it doesn't work.

I wonder if life has meaning,
If you “really” want to live, there's a point in living.
If your family wants your treatment, it makes sense for your family too.
The right to life is recognized by the Constitution, so you can live in a dignified manner.
Incidentally, it seems that 90% of people who commit suicide are “depressed.”
Your brain's desire to “die” may be a symptom of “depression.”
Just as you catch a cold and have a cough or fever, it seems that when you get “depressed,” you want to die.

Actually, there are cancers close to me that have a high recurrence rate
There are people who have developed symptoms. I'm still in my 20s.

I've already had several surgeries since last year, but now I'm in remission.
I always said “why me” at the beginning
Right now, they say they'll live to the point where they live anyway.
That person has children.

As a parent, as an adult, life is like this!
It seems that they want to show it.

It allows kids to stand up properly even when they are stuck on something
As a message saying that I want them to become human,
It seems that this is because the desire to convey was born.

When you stand up, you can rely on anything,
You can lend a hand. I want them to be happy to be able to stand up
I'm saying it.

That person is there.
I don't know if life has meaning,
Isn't it possible to give meaning to life?

Even if my life is something someone likes
That's good. Just a few things for the kids to get up
If it's like a step, that makes me happy.

If you feel that being able to benefit someone is a joy,
Wouldn't that be the meaning of life?
Wouldn't that be more fun?
If we're going to spend the same amount of time anyway, it's better to make them happy.

While half-believing and half-doubting, but something, with a face full of conviction
I remember what you said.

I am because of your present suffering, because I know the pain,
To people who are in the same pain, “It's tough, isn't it? It's annoying, isn't it?”
I think I can be someone who can share my pain.
It's something only you can do.
Being able to gently warm someone's hand, being able to share the pain in the heart,
Is it possible to try to be that kind of person, and can you take the next step
Isn't it?

Me, and that person close to me
Now, step by step, day by day with one password
I try to live. It's
“I will live until I die!!” It's something like (^-^;)
It's kind of a strange phrase, but it still supports me.

I hope your days will be peaceful while saying such a serpent
I pray. blessings be upon you. well then. Gassho

Do you think your mother will feel better when you die?
If I think about my mother, I'll let her get well as soon as possible.

Just because it's easy to recur, it doesn't necessarily mean it will recur, and by performing tests more frequently than recommended, the risk is also minimized.

Unlike before, hospitals these days have come to look at second opinions with tolerance.
I always recommend a second opinion to people with cancer who come to the temple for advice.

The reason I recommend it is because I don't want them to end their lives while leaving it up to others.
This is because I want them to live their own lives, not as the doctor tells them to do.

I'm not saying that Japanese hospitals are wrong, but from an immunological standpoint, they lag far behind Western and Oriental medicine.
The cells in the human body are all replaced in 28 days at the earliest, and 5 years even if they are late.
Therefore, the standard for monitoring the progress of cancer is 5 years.

All cancers are diseases caused by lifestyle.
It almost always occurs due to impaired blood flow, decreased body temperature, excretion disorders, etc. due to food, stress, etc.
There are also research results showing that the maximum rate of increase in active oxygen, which is often mentioned, increases to the 12th power of 10 the moment you feel stressed.
Moreover, it is also said that cancer cells stop working at 39.3 degrees.

Unless you improve your lifestyle based on diet and reduce stress with your own will, along with treatment, Japanese medicine is statistics, so you will end up with the results you were told by your doctor.

Second opinion treatments don't always cost money.
By all means, you can do a lot of research and live on your own. I feel better on my own.
I would like you to have that kind of energy.

There are stories of teachers that I often refer to.
It might be a good idea to use it as a reference.

Mr. Anbo Toru (Abotoru)
http://toru-abo.com/

If you are concerned about current medical expenses, please refer to the following sites.
http://www.min-iren.gr.jp/?p=20993
You might be able to get some help.

Please do your best to live for your mother.

There are also people who fasted and continued dividing the amount of enzyme drinks (usually about 2 weeks into 3 doses) for about 2 weeks, and doctors also cured it with 7 bottles = 35,000 yen in 1 week. It's so sweet that strangely enough, they don't even understand their appetite.
You can build a body that is less likely to get cancer now!
We modern people have unbalanced eating habits.
Cancer is almost always caused by eating habits.
Of course, there is also a mental aspect, so it's important, important, and important to keep your feelings positive and bright even when you get cancer!!! That's it.
People who regularly eat a lot of mushrooms such as shiitake mushrooms are also less likely to get cancer, and another acquaintance is in their 30s who tried to improve their constitution and got better by using a combination of mushroom Chinese medicine.
There are difficult issues with just choosing a doctor, so I can't say anything.
However, you can decide for yourself what to eat every day and what kind of body to build.
Would you like to live? You must want to live. Then I feel like I'm going to die, and I want to heal!! Let's yearn for it, gather more and more information to cure cancer, and take action.
It's about incorporating methods that might work on your own, both physically and mentally.
People can only work hard for others rather than for themselves.
No matter what, I want to cure it!! Let's have that feeling and get along well.
Someday, we too will die.
Even if cancer is cured, one day we will die.
But until then, just staying dark and negative will only worsen your condition, so let's stop it.
If you get bogged down, please ask again!