About relationships at prep schools

I'm indebted to you.

I'm currently 22 years old, and I'm attending prep school to go to college.

I think the prep school I go to is rather small.
There are only 3 classrooms, and those classrooms are small.
The other day, when I was studying on my own in the study room, the private language of a high school student (2 people) was loud, so I thought, “Excuse me, can I stop chatting?” When I say that, one person ignores it, and the other one says “I'm sorry.”

The other day, there were high school students making a loud noise, but at that time, they couldn't notice that much momentum, and they were appealing that they wanted them to take a detour and keep quiet.
They noticed, but the fact that they kept talking in a low voice didn't change until I got home.

The two high school students who warned me to keep quiet were bothered by their attention; when I entered the study room today, those high school students were there, and they looked at me and they looked at me and laughed.

I think private voices were heard even outside of the classroom, but the teacher didn't pay attention.

People who are quiet in the study room are quiet, but noisy people are loud.

Everyone seems to be making friends even though it's a small prep school, but I'm not there.

Being alone isn't painful, but I feel like I'm floating.

High school students seem to be on good terms with people from different schools, and it makes me wonder if that person has been careful and has become a rumor that is strange.

I would be happy if I could go on to college next year, but I sometimes think that it would be nice if it became a university with people from the same prep school...

I don't want to be told things like “that person was floating”...

I think I'm thinking too much, but what should I do about this anxiety?

4 Zen Responses

What would it be if you imagine the inside of a person's head?

Why do you go to prep school in the first place? If you're going to study, it probably doesn't matter what people say to you. Is it bad if people think it's weird?
If you don't need to make friends, there's nothing to worry about.

Private language in the study room is not good. Be careful, of course. If things don't go well, ask your teacher to say it or ask them to put up a poster for you.

You're studying right now, aren't you? This is not a time to be swayed by evaluations from those around you. Please do your best.

It's best not to worry

It's best not to worry about it!

That said, what I'm worried about is people. I think I'm probably too worried about the university. Basically, universities are free. A close relationship is not essential unless it is a specific thing, such as a circle, seminar, club activity, etc.

What is the most important thing for Sakurako right now? If I were an examinee, I think I would probably pass the university.

There is nothing wrong with being careful. If you're concerned, why don't you ask your prep school teacher or clerk to be careful? I think creating a place to study is also an important job at a prep school.

proudly

A prep school is a place where you go to study in order to go on to higher education.
If there are people who get in the way of studying, it's natural to be careful.

What you were careful about is correct, and no one can blame you.

You might be worried that you might be floating, but the opposite is true.
I'm paying money to go to prep school to study.

The purpose of prep schools is to study, and those floating around are people chatting.

If you don't want to be directly aware of rumors, file a complaint with the lecturer.
If it's a prep school where you have to study in a noisy environment, you should probably transfer schools.

Don't you think it's a strange world where you have to worry about the evaluations of those around you, even if you're doing the right thing?

If you haven't done anything wrong, stand tall.
It's not about what people think, it's about whether you're wrong.

Don't worry about that, please study hard in order to get into the school of your choice.

I feel like an older sister called cute high school students!

You're in the same position as an examinee, but in terms of age, you're pretty much older sister, so stop feeling like competing on the same playing field,
“They're stupid and cute high school students. They have absolutely no specifications due to the weather.”
Why don't you look at it as if it were an older sister watching warmly?
😃 They must be laughing and making noise about something really ridiculous.
Please imagine in your mind the flame of mercy that “they are cute.”
Imagine that warmth softens even your expression, and that warm, sun-like aura leaks out of you.
That energy protects you.

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