I want to rediscipline myself
I'm tired today, let's go to bed without washing...
It looks like it's going to rain today, so let's stop going to the supermarket...
I'm fine starting my diet tomorrow...
I just wasted my money again... etc
Run away from “what I decided to do” using a little pretext
When you know that you are being swept away (thrown away),
It makes me angry.
Even though it's sweet to me the moment I'm swept away,
There is a mixture of unhappiness and various emotions, and later I get angry with myself.
The target of anger is myself, so I can't let go of my anger easily,
I'm more angry than I am at others.
My enemy is myself, and this kind of thing is also a vicious cycle,
I'm worried because I can't control myself from the beginning.
It's embarrassing to be an adult,
I'm wondering if I need to discipline myself again.
What kind of feelings should I face this kind of self every day
Can you give me suggestions?
It's been a long time, but thank you for your support.
