When I die I go to hell
I'm sorry. I noticed later that I had asked the same question twice.
This is true.
My school is a Buddhist school.
According to the monk's teaching at school, if you do good deeds while you're alive, you can go to the Pure Land of Paradise.
I believed it and regretted that I had hurt people with my little remarks and actions until now, and I was thinking of repenting and apologizing for it once again, and when I tried to do good deeds that would benefit people even a little bit, and I was doing various research on how to become a good person and whether that person cannot be saved once they have committed a crime, etc., I happened to see in an article I saw that Japanese people all went to hell, and I ended up watching it That's it.
Then there were other levels of hell written there, such as if you kill insects, etc., and going to hell, which is even scarier if you drink alcohol.
It was written about things that monks knew, etc.
I think it's bad to kill insects these days, and now I haven't even killed mosquitoes, but until now I've killed them.
Until now, we have believed that if we repent our sins and do good deeds, we can become people who are liked by others and that we can go to the Pure Land of Paradise, and we thought that hell is a place for people who live to reflect on murder or hurt people without any calm regrets.
But I was reminded of such a fact, what should I do?
Do we have to live with fear of going to hell where we can't escape no matter what happens, even if we do good things day by day?
What were the teachings you've been taught at school until now?
Even though I cry right away, I'm so shocked and unbelievable that I don't even shed tears