confessions

I want to accept it. I've always thought so.
But I don't want to force it. They don't listen to me.
However, I just want to accept how you feel right now. Otherwise, we won't be in a relationship this long.

There are times when I don't understand what I'm thinking or thinking. Still, I won't let go.
However, I'm waiting for you to talk to me.
Here, like this, I'm waiting unchanged.

I read it.
We monks always want to take you honestly.

We are all wimps. It's an ephemeral existence.

The Buddha always accepts us as such.
The Buddha will accept you just the way you are.
He will accept everything and guide you correctly.

We're always waiting for you. Gassho

Well, I've been watching TV for 20 hours (laughs) It seems that this year's theme is “Confession.”

I don't watch this program every year, but this year, yesterday night, the lyricist's Half Life will be broadcast as a drama, so I watched it for the first time in a long time.
I love Akuyu's poem and the song attached to it.
“Songs have the power to move the times.” When I watched dramas, I realized that I had written poems with that kind of belief.

It was also interesting that Aku Yu and his wife were both attracted to the fact that they “like being alone.” It's wonderful that we both accept and acknowledge “being alone.” I thought there are many forms of accepting and acknowledging others. Also, in order to be accepted and recognized by others, I thought it was important to first accept and acknowledge who I am.

I've also been waiting here 24 hours a day.

Certainly, I want the Hasunoha monk to understand me, I don't want to be known and scolded, and I'm afraid of being laughed at. I'm really with all of you. No matter how much you talk to people to ask for help, things don't get conveyed well, things you don't understand, and conversely, there are many cases where you get hurt, but if you don't talk, they won't be conveyed, and your heart's worries won't be understood. At least I know that whispers about death from anxiety about living in your heart always follow, and that's why I post on Hasunoha. Never give in to the temptation of death.