I don't want to go to school
This is my third year of high school. It's a commercial high school.
I have a friend who has been eating together for 3 years and has always gone home together.
I am a total of 3 people eating the meal.
I'm going to Disney for off-campus HR at the end of this month. I always ate together, so I thought we'd go together. When I asked if they were going to Disneyland or DisneySea one day, they didn't answer that, and they changed the story.
I had to decide between land and sea that day, so I was impatient, but my teacher told me that I could change it right away, so I chose sea. When I asked my friend which one I chose on LINE, they said Land.
Why didn't you answer which way I was going? I mean, I didn't promise. I was told. I couldn't say anything.
When asked which one they chose, they chose sea, but they said they would make land.
The reason for changing to land is that children from club activities will go with them. Even when we changed to land, the kid we ate with had a disgusting face.
Recently, as always, I go to my friend's place during recess, but they ignore me even when I talk to them. Other than that, to the kids we've gone out and played with until now, “What? what?” It makes it cold, etc.
I don't like that, so recently I stopped going to my friends during my break.
The children I want to do at Disneyland together have been decided, but I don't want to go there because I don't have any children to go with until I go.
I've asked a lot of friends, but since they're all sea, the path is different.
What should I do? I don't want to go!
Even though it's not fun, it's not fun even if you go.
What should I do until graduation, not just Disney?
By the way, I don't have any friends in class. Now that I've joined the group, I'm worried about the way people around me look at me. I don't even want to join the group.
