Die, die, die, die

I read it.
I wonder if things aren't going well at school after all.
Honestly, I don't think my parents would ever say that.
As far as you can go, that's fine.
You definitely don't have to go.
I think it's fine even after watching the situation for a while, and winter vacation is coming soon.
Or maybe the parents themselves have problems too?
If your parents push you, isn't it okay to move away from your parents?

Many paths for your life will open up from now on.
School isn't just about life, is it?
There is always something you want and accept in your future life.
Please don't push yourself into anything.
That's because our relationship with you is always connected.
Death is not the best way; there is always a way out.

I will always support you wholeheartedly.

My child also went to the infirmary for about a year.
If entering the classroom is hard to meet classmates, why not go to school in the separate room I wrote about the other day?
Also, I think it's a good idea to consult not only with school teachers, but also with general psychiatrists and psychological counselors.
In some cases, that teacher may give instructions to the school teacher about how to respond.
Please tell your mother that too.
Everything in this world is impermanent. There will definitely come a time when the current situation will change. Please believe it and live your life.

Hello.

You don't have to force yourself to go to school. School isn't just about life. There are many people who are doing well in their own way even if they don't go to school.

I think it's a good idea to go talk to the city hall or the like. The school will search for ways to get you to go to school from your standpoint, so no matter how many times you consult, the conclusion is “Please come to school anyway.” On the other hand, if you go to the Child Welfare Division (*the name of the section differs depending on the municipality) etc. at the city hall for consultation, they will work together to think about ways you don't have to go. (Even when it comes to “child” welfare, it seems that the target is up to about 25 years old*it may differ depending on the municipality) I think it's a good idea to say “I'm going to school,” leave the house in uniform, and run to the city hall. If you say “I can't go to school anymore” at the reception desk at the municipal office, they will guide you to the right place.
It's fine. There are plenty of ways.

Atsuka-sama

I'm really sorry for your painful feelings...

It's even more painful that parents don't understand...

In Buddhism, everything depends on causation (cause and condition), and depending on the causal relationship, the situation will also change, and I recommend that you gather your courage and call the number below once in order to change the current difficult situation. It doesn't cost any money either.

Children's Human Rights No. 110
Toll free number 0120-007-110
http://www.moj.go.jp/JINKEN/jinken112.html

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho