About ex-boyfriends

Nice to meet you.
My child was born on 10/17, but it was stillborn.

I've always been told to drop it off to my ex-boyfriend since I had children.

When I first found out I was pregnant, I had lung cancer. At the time of the test, I found out that they were fraternal twins, but I found out that my ex-boyfriend had an affair in the early stages of pregnancy, and I attempted suicide myself. When I was taken to the hospital, when I was asked to take a look at the baby's condition, they told me that not a single person had grown up.
So, I put it down.

I lied that I dropped it, broke up in April, and when I was 6 months pregnant, I did it.

At that time, I was told to drop it off, and I was told that I couldn't recognize it until after we met, and when we tried to meet, various things happened, and I didn't dare.

I shouldn't have been sick at the hospital either.

So, we haven't met for a long time, and my ex-boyfriend didn't even tell my ex-boyfriend's parents that I was pregnant.

A child was born, I called the other parent, and when I talked about having a child, I got a reply from my ex-boyfriend that I had heard from them, but the other parent told me that they had no children.

It's really frustrating, and every day is hard.
I cry every day, and it makes me cry when I think my partner is living a real life.

I don't know what to do on my own, and it's really hard not being able to forget my ex-boyfriend.

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How many people are on your side?

Good evening. It was a painful experience, wasn't it?
Right now, I can't even find the words to say. just.
Who's on your side right now? What about your family?
on your side.

(11/25)
I see, that was great. I don't know what kind of relationship you have with your family right now, but that is the foundation and starting point. Whether the relationship is good or not. There must be someone by your side right now. only from there. One more thing I want to tell you is that I want you to keep an eye not only on your own questions and answers, but also on other people's interactions. Maybe there are people you have your heart set on and can be saved by saying something to them.

Anyway, take care of your body

You've been having a hard time, haven't you? I wonder how it is now because of your own illness. You're probably recuperating. Please take good care of your body.

You probably didn't have a relationship with your ex. Honestly, they don't seem to care about you. It's a pity though.

Right now, I'm in a state of suffering by pulling out past memories with my head and dealing with them myself.
To get away from that, please focus on how you are now and what is right in front of you. When it's time to eat, eat. The toilet is a toilet. The bath is a bath. Please live only by what you are like at that time. You should understand that the past and future are only in thoughts.
There's nothing to worry about.
Nor will it drag on the past.
Please be aware that we are living only in the way we are now.

that was the result of being dependent on that irresponsible man

Women can be happy without men.
Let's honestly admit that the result of choosing him was the bottom of that misfortune.
Women who are happy break off bad relationships cleanly.
From now on, let's choose a pure way of life in order to regain ourselves.
In order for you to be happy in the future, keep all elements that make you unhappy, including your ex-boyfriend, in your field, living area, and at bay.
Lung cancer in my 40s. It does not take in secondhand smoke from cigarettes, air conditioners, workplace air, or bad air.
Be sure to eliminate bad bacteria and incorporate good bacteria in both what you take into your body and what you take into your mind.
The first step to that is to dare to think positively about that past.
This is because thinking negatively and making negative evaluations are unhappy factors for you.
Think “the misfortune was unfortunate, but the worst was spared.”
I think it was really, really difficult. But let's stop thinking about being a victim for today.
It's really frustrating, and I think it's going to be hard, but let's stop taking that as a negative anymore.
This is because if you think badly, it will eventually work as a negative element or negative element within you.
I wrote tough things in the title, but not only you, but all people who become unhappy are men, and they have failed in choosing a partner and are unhappy. I don't think this will stop your regrets, but please get back on your feet as soon as possible.
His being a woman is for today only, so please let go of it and renew your feelings as a mother and pour love into that child with all your might. If that man had love, he would have picked you up a long time ago, and he would have wanted him to give birth.
No matter what that parent says, he has an obligation to support him. You should properly claim child support legally.

The only thing I can compare to is my past self

Who I am now is better than who I was that day
I wonder if it's shining?

Comparing means doing this. Never compare yourself to others.

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