hasunoha

Even if I do my best now,

Even if I do my best and live now,

To someone who knows my old self
I wonder if it used to be this kind of guy
Being ridiculed,
What is rumored
I'm afraid of being told,
It makes me feel tight.
Even so, now it's over, so I have no choice but to do what I need to do,

Up to that point, you might think that not everyone is interested in you,
It makes me think about it forever

How should I think about it

4 Zen Responses

run away, avoid

If we can get away, let's run away.
If you can avoid it, avoid it.

Like not going to the class reunion. To my own ears
You don't have to go in.

is the same

I also understand UU's feelings.

I've lived a life where I can't say anything to anyone...

I try not to get involved and not listen to it (=°ω°)

No matter what, when I can't escape, I laugh from here on out and don't know.

I don't care, I don't care

There are people who talk about the old days forever, don't they?

but
Bad points about my old self
You've noticed who you are now, haven't you?
I was able to use things from the old days as food,
You've become the person you are now.

If that's the case, just me
Can't you accept that your old self was a necessary evil too?
If you do that, I think I won't be even more concerned with the voices around me.

Even with that being said, I'm living in the present

You should live in the present.
Even if it seems like your partner's problem, you should stop making it a problem because it's in the past.
People who talk about the past forever are also people who lack communication skills.
That's because I'm not seeing the real you right in front of me.
People who say such things are people you shouldn't go out with.
Use that as a criterion for choosing relationships.
You met and talked at this moment in real life, but if the other person is always talking about your past, don't you think that person is a pathetic person who has to say that they are people who don't see anything in Matmo?
There are a lot of people like that.
Please promise.
Let's say your child makes a big mistake in the future.
Then, be sure to forgive them for their mistakes.
Please don't drag out things from the past and blame them while being in touch with reality with your child by saying, “That was because I failed at that time in the past...” That's because if you do that, you'll be like those people. It's a promise.
If you can do that, you can become a person who doesn't live in the past.