I'm from home, too.
Skyline, please become a monk.
Human resources like you have the power to change the Buddhist world.
This is because when a resident becomes a monk, there is always an active reason for that. Conversely, those born and raised in a temple are almost always motivated to become monks because they will take over. It cannot be said that it is a positive motivation for becoming a monk.
On the other hand, when people who live in the house become monks, they often come in with questions. Buddhism is a teaching that answers life's questions. An increase in the number of monks who have properly asked that question should help the Buddhist community.
Below are the negative circumstances.
I only know the circumstances of the Jodo Shinshu sect, but it is necessary to be prepared for those who live there to become monks.
First of all, temples are relatives and temples with old ties, helping each other. (If they don't have a successor, they will adopt a child from a relative.) In order for outsiders to break into it, they must be trusted quite a bit. Worst of all, you need to be prepared to live as a law clerk (employed monk) for the rest of your life. The salaries of legal clerks are very low.
Other than living as a legal practitioner, there is an option to adopt a child. In that case, it's hard to fall in love freely in terms of mood. (Because once you have a girlfriend that you want to live with for the rest of your life, it will be difficult to adopt her.)
Also, if Skyline learned Buddhism very deeply and became a serious monk, there is a possibility that he will be alienated by the monks around him. I think it's the same in every world, but people who work seriously are like smoke when viewed from people who work casually. In the world of monks, whether you do it seriously or not, your income never changes, so it's all the more so. It would be great if I met a great mentor.
Also, I think it's difficult to change jobs. I don't think companies will hire former monks mid-career.
I've listed the negative things above, but now that you become a monk, be prepared to give up your whole life in order to convey the Buddha's true intentions. In other words, becoming a monk means abandoning one's life. Then, you will definitely be a great monk.
Please be a great monk.