I'm having an affair

Why don't you break up with him? “Breaking up with your lover” is a good life experience and learning.

It's not good to try to chase either of them, basically.
There are various stories about Hasunoha, but it seems that cheating and infidelity are quite painful.
If you get pregnant, who is responsible? You'll be pressured by both sides, if you leave it like this. In other words, “you will be poisoned.”

Doing something that is said to be bad is very tempting, isn't it?
We know that there are dreams and realities in this world.
I'll wake up my good dreams someday. The dream you're seeing right now. I wonder what awaits them after waking up.

Oh, incidentally.
If there's something they want, they'll give you the same thing. If you take it out and leave it empty
I'm coming in.

I'm sorry.
Who is a convenient cheating partner for you
It's also convenient for cheating partners.

You can say it's convenient.
So what if it becomes inconvenient?
What if it's not convenient anymore?

They are dealt with according to convenience, in the same way as when they met
It's just that.

Was your boyfriend convenient for you too?
Is that something else?

I can't say which is better, a boyfriend or a cheating partner,

What you choose for your own convenience depends on that convenience
It's something that changes your mind.

It doesn't matter if it's convenient or not, I think “this is the only one,”
For your true boyfriend,
Take a look at yourself once again, and what is your current situation
I think it's best to think about what you want to do.

If you self-affirm and self-justify while being disloyal to yourself or others and selling your soul to the devil, you will deviate more and more from the path of honesty, and you will definitely go down the psychiatric course due to a sense of self-remorse.
Please break up with both of them and settle accounts once and for all.
You probably came here because you felt like you were lying to yourself?
Imagine a wedding scene with that person.
(^<^) “Well then, a letter from the bride.”
(-omega-) “We met because I had an affair. It was done, so they took responsibility and got married anyway. Thank you so much, Mom and Dad.”
My parents cry in a sense (T_T (T_T), the invited guests came to tears. ('') My friend is awesome (-_-;), and my betrayed boyfriend will also be depressed for the rest of my life (°-°). the order is different.
Since you made a mistake from the first step, you'll be unhappy later. It's just playing with fire.
There's nothing better than getting hurt and learning for yourself.
For now, I think breaking up with both my boyfriend is the right answer. No matter who says it, I'm sure you'll believe it, so please drop to the point where you fall for yourself and think about it.
That person you want to have a relationship with right away is probably a playboy.
What you're looking for is “indulgence,” and I wonder if it's not love or love.
If you don't face it, the snowy woman inside of you who followed along to fill your loneliness will grow bigger.