In terms of Buddhism, dissatisfaction is born because one wishes. Even if you are satisfied, if you are satisfied, the amount of cellulose increases due to desire, and it is easier to become dissatisfied as you increase the amount. So satisfaction, dissatisfaction, happiness, and unhappiness are two sides of the same coin. Even if it's an outrage with two sides of the same coin, I can't make up my mind like a dog twirling around chasing my tail.
That doesn't mean you shouldn't want it. It's smart to do whatever you want and not notice the results.
The purpose and action should match, but if you don't understand because you want both... yeah, they don't match. If you have a purpose, don't call it what you want. For example, let's say the purpose was to make a fried egg. So, spread the oil, break the egg, add a little water, cover it, and wait for how many minutes... all of this is convenient for frying eggs, and I don't even need a single speck of thought. Rather intrusive. It's snappy.
Sometimes I want to add cola instead of water, which is an extra inconvenience, isn't it? Instead of arranging fried eggs the way you want, it's more fun and delicious if you adjust yourself to your own wishes for fried eggs. Even when it comes to arranging, there is an arrangement that is close to the characteristics of fried eggs first, and I decipher it.
I just wobble while I'm thinking with my own heart. Just as if you tie a string to yourself to a telephone pole around there and it becomes a pin, your mind is determined by letting go of your own thoughts. When people die like that, ah, I can say that life was fun. So “do you know such a monster?”