I've lost all my old amulets...
I left Japan when I was young and have been living abroad all the time. I've had 3 old amulets since I was a kid.
This year, I had the chance to return to Japan, so I thought I'd return the amulets to shrines and temples at that time, but I lost all three...
I should have put it in my suitcase the day before I boarded the plane, but when I arrived in Japan and checked the inside of my bag, it wasn't in there. I thought I had left it at home by accident, so after returning from Japan, I looked for the inside of my room, but I couldn't find it anywhere...
It's a charm I've always had since I was a kid, so I'm shocked. “Maybe I made a mistake somewhere and threw it away?” “Isn't it left in a poor place?” It makes me think a lot.
Since I lost my amulet, I haven't been able to calm down, and I feel constantly frustrated. At work, they jeopardize their position by speaking out to their boss, and they get emotionally angry at their subordinates. In private, I can't honestly rejoice at my friends' happiness... and I fall into self-loathing every day.
This time, when I returned to Japan, I bought a new amulet, but I don't feel like it has had much effect. After all, I lost my old amulet, so I was punished? Could you please let me know if there are any ways to deal with it?
Thank you for your support.
