Correct past usage

Everyone doesn't have a past they can be proud of.

I, too, can't talk about my past to anyone else.

This is Rokudenashi.

Far from being a failure or shame, it was an impossible way to live. When I think about it now, it has hurt a lot of people that I want to erase.

But all I can think about right now is myself.

All of my experiences were not in vain.

Wouldn't it be better to go one step, or even half a step, than now?

Because I have had experience up until now. You can even stop.

We should create a proud and glorious past from now on.
A big failure is an honor.
It's about knowing that not taking on challenges is a shame.

It's normal to be full of regrets.
There are times when I feel “envious” of people who are proud of their past. But even if I'm envious because of that, it doesn't mean anything. It was over in an instant. I won't continue to be envious. Even if you don't try to stop it, it will quickly disappear. I wonder if all that's left is “I'm glad.”
What makes me very different from you is whether or not you think “I definitely don't want anyone to know.”
Those who already know know know. Also, almost everyone isn't interested in my past. Well, there are a lot of things, such as being shaken, being scolded, failing an entrance exam, or making people cry, but “Actually, that's true. That's because I have a conclusion saying, “I'm sorry for being so young.”
Your questions are always brief, but they are also fragmentary. This may also be an expression of your “I don't want to be known, I don't want to show my tail,” but there is probably not a single person who would identify you on an anonymous consultation site. Fragmentary questions will probably only return general arguments. This is because the good thing (I think) about hasunoha is that individual consultations can be made. If you feel “these boys seem trustworthy” from your answers up until now, isn't it possible to write a story that goes a little further?

(postscript)
I saw “Thank You.” Yes, I noticed a good point. Boys are usually tough. After all, I think practicing Buddhism has a positive effect.

Since the past is left untold, it is the cause, and it is auspicious for current suffering.
If you appreciate the past and affirm it as something good, you will be lucky enough to support the present.
Try saying thank you now, even for any miserable day.
Inevitably, that becomes an advantage and good fortune, and the current state of mind changes to something good.