I don't know what to do anymore, it's all my fault

I read it.

I understand how you feel, but let's calm down.
This is yesterday's story.
If you stand afloat, good things will also go bad.

First, think about him.
Certainly, I feel that replying “I'm bothered at work” is a terrible word.
But after that, lines and phone calls continued to be ignored.
Perhaps an apology call? Maybe, and I think the situation where he wasn't given an opportunity to make up an excuse was painful and sad from his point of view.

I feel like yesterday's line from him saying “You're getting too excited...” has been thrown away, but I think I wanted people to understand that I was actually lonely.
Seems like Miso hasn't been in touch for a week.

I can't help feeling impatient.
But why don't you spend a while making a decision right now, rather than making a judgment such as “it's impossible anymore” based on speculation?
It could be far from a solution, as if my friend had gotten mad at me.

As for my friend, after settling down at a later date, he said, “I was upset at that time. Please say “I'm sorry.”
As a human being, I hope you can speak up.

The response to the line was slow, so you probably spent a restless night.

but...
The best strategy is to give him time.

Please calm down and think about it.
Not everything was Miso-san's fault.