Hello Kakiko.
Your new workplace isn't a good fit, is it? It's hard.
There are things like that in life. But even if your heart is crying hard, please get through it with a greeting and a smile. If you do that, there will always be people who sympathize with your attitude.
To that end, it's important to love your workplace, but don't make it a foundation of your heart. That's because it gets swayed around. Of course people are no good. You must base your heart on what you can create and what is absolute. Speaking of faith, it would be Buddha after all. The Buddha never tells lies. They will always love you. That feeling strengthens my heart, and I love my workplace.
There are many difficulties at home, aren't they? Let's start by saying hello and redecorating the room without worrying too much about the kids. Isn't it simply a place to live? Is this the room Kakiko admires? There are plenty of things you can do without spending a fortune. Let's try the room you longed for when you were single. Do you have a favorite illustration or artist? It's fine at 100 yen stores, so please buy a frame, put it in, and decorate it. I think that alone makes for an exciting space. I'm also reminded of my youth playing LP records by my favorite artists.
There are a lot of hard things in life, but if you lose to them, you won't have a fun life. Let's start with small challenges. I will always cheer for you. Let's be friends. Please feel free to contact us. Gassho
