hasunoha

I just wanted to listen to it, so I wrote it.

I am a part-time job leader, and I work every day and spend every day immersed in my work.
I spend every day with no room in my mind.
It's really tough.
If someone makes a mistake, it's my responsibility.
If the store doesn't go around, it's my own responsibility.
If the store goes around, it's a leader, so of course you can turn it around.
I've come to think it's a position where I don't have much advantage.
Am I just being used in a good way
I even began to think that way.
Even though having a strong sense of responsibility is my specialty
They seem to lose sight of even that.
The fact that my personality gets more and more crooked and tough
I understand it myself.
But I don't want to stop working.
What you say and do is also contradictory
I know that.
I'm starting to lose control of my feelings
We talked for a long time because I wanted someone to listen to it.

8 Zen Responses

Maybe you need a change of pace or a little rest

What do they work for?
Is it to enrich my life?
Or is it because I love my job?

As I read your story, I felt that you had lost sight of yourself.
Once again, think back to your true purpose in working,
If you feel that it doesn't have to be a job there, isn't it okay to think about changing your part-time job?

It looks like you're tired, so why don't you just take care of your body and mind, and even a little bit is fine, so why not change your mood or take a day off?
Please take care of yourself.

Sometimes it's important to stop.


You're doing your best, aren't you?

When I was young, I was immersed in my work from morning to night.

I just go home and go back to sleep.

Even now, I don't think that much has changed... ,,,

Once in a while, stop. Try taking a deep breath.

It will be easier.

There is a difference between trying hard and overdoing it.

If you overdo it, distortion will come out later.

Don't overdo it, just in moderation.

black bite?

I was doing it at NHK just last night, but if you're a student, studying is your duty. Part-time work is basically disposable, so don't forget that.
Even if it is said that having a sense of responsibility is an advantage, if you are in a state where there is no social protection, there is also a risk of being carried on your back by making them carry as much as you let them carry it on your back.
Prioritize protecting yourself and not interfering with your studies. These two “responsibilities” are exactly what you should bear, and limiting or cutting others for that reason means fulfilling those responsibilities. Prioritize responsibilities. This is also useful when you go out into society.

It's really tough.

They are probably trusted enough to be entrusted with that kind of position,
It's such a tough situation, isn't it?

But the duty of a student is academics,
Job hunting is also getting in full swing, so
Maybe it's time to take stock.

It went well and was in an industry where it was natural

I worked for a judicial scrivener's office for 16 years before my college graduation ceremony.
It's a rights-related job, so starting over doesn't work. Speed is also required. Moreover, it is a world where it is natural that it works well.
Since it was a bubble period, there were many cases involving Sara Kim, Yakuza, right-wing groups, and Yakuza opponents, and they didn't show tension carefully and quickly, and they didn't come out bad at it - the tension was at its maximum.
Every day is a series of tension because if you don't do well, the life of the client will be turned upside down, even if it is an ordinary person's case.
It's natural that they all went well in a one-shot game. There are 100% no failures for clients.
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It's amazing that you can take things that are taken for granted.
There is no doubt that it feeds on you no matter who approves it.

There is a world you notice because of that position

Looking at your questions brought back my own memories of my part-time job, and it made me feel happy.
Thank you very much.
Part-time work is fun, isn't it?
But part-time jobs are tough.
Being a leader is tough.
The hourly wage won't change much either.

That work isn't going to last forever, is it?
If that's the case, black or anything, it's a good study.
There are probably worlds you can only see when you become a part-time leader.
They are entrusted with it because they have abilities.
You don't have to work hard until you break your body, though.
Please be irresponsible to some extent, saying, “It's just a part-time job, you can quit anytime if you don't like it.”
However, the job description must not become irresponsible.
I think “I can quit anytime, but I'll do my job properly today” is good.

The devil called sense of responsibility

Your own thoughts that “I have to do it” are the biggest culprits that are making you suffer.
I am the only person who can be confronted with NO by fraud, high-value commercial practices, and black companies.
Please be aware that you are caught up in the thought that you have to do this and that you have to do it.
Let's also imagine that there are part-time leaders in the world who work more comfortably.
Such people work more lightly.
That's because we're not bound by responsibility.
I'm saying this, but it doesn't mean that you're a full-time employee, so don't take on too much of a sense of responsibility.
A long time ago, when my workplace changed, I had just finished the extreme conditions at the training dojo, so I couldn't finish my work. The limiter is off and it works at any cost.
I woke up at 4 o'clock in the morning, finished working in the morning, and the time I was at work from 9:00 to 21:00 was a matter of course, so I felt that it was also important to finish at 9:5.
Originally, there are no rules in the world.
That's why we need the right rules.
You're bound by the only rules in a very small world.
Strictly speaking, these are my own rules.
The level set for my sense of responsibility and obligation is too high.
Unlock my rules now.

There is there. yeah yeah.

Thank you so much for letting me listen to it.
I certainly listened to it.