I'm worried about what to do about my future career path
First, let me introduce myself briefly. I'm an office worker in my mid-thirties working for a small company in Tokyo. After graduating from high school, I left Hiroshima, where my parents' house is located, moved to Tokyo, and after going to university, it's been a little over 10 years since I got a job at my current company.
As for the content of the question, I'm worried about whether I should continue working for the company in the future, or whether I should go back to my parents' house in Hiroshima and get a job again.
My parents are the same age and are in their mid-sixties. I'm still doing well, but I discovered early cancer in my father the other day, and when we talked on the phone and went home, I began to feel that my parents were getting old. I think I should go back to Hiroshima soon and be prepared for an emergency.
However, the company's presidents are also indebted. The presidents are almost the same age as my parents. About 2 years after I got a job, I suddenly fell ill. The number of people being late for work or being absent from work increased, and I even took a one-year leave of absence. Even in such a state, the presidents continued to hire me without getting fired, and on top of that, thanks to their attention to this and that, I am somehow continuing to work even now. My illness hasn't been completely cured yet, and it continues to cause trouble, so I'd like to do something to return the favor.
Now, when I put it into sentences like this, I feel that my worries are very luxurious. It's a blessing to work for a company that wants to return the favor, and to have parents who want to return home. But that's why I don't know what to do.
