I wanted to try to be popular
I wanted to be popular (laughs)
I'm a 33-year-old woman.
I'm getting married soon. (Naturalization only, no ceremony)
I'm looking forward to getting married to the guy I've been in a relationship with for 9 years, including long distance, and I'm not particularly anxious,
What I feel strongly about when I came here
It means “Oh, once is enough, so I tried to be popular.”
What on earth should I do about this feeling?!
▪️ Below is my poor career
◎ Spend middle and high school at a strict girls' school.
I haven't talked to men for 6 years.
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◎ I'm going to a co-educational university, but I'm so excited I can't talk to men (°_°)
Also, since they can't drink alcohol, they are reluctant to have drinking parties.
As a result, I wasn't able to get a rough boyfriend with only girls. (Being confessed only once → refused. (About 3 people have unrequited love with my senior or the person I work at, but they didn't do anything)
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◎ Years 1 to 2 years as a member of society
It's a workplace where there are a lot of men, and I experienced being cheated on for the first time since I was young (laughs)
(That being said, about half are married)
I also had a big heartbreak once, but I ended up dating the closest person who confessed there, and that is my current husband (planned person).
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◎ 25-33 years old
The new employee fever has passed, and since he is there, they don't go to drinking parties more and more, and they start to feel like they're at the office, and they can't make a sound (^_^;)
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◎ Currently
I was prepared to enroll after 2 weeks, and I left the company.
Most of my friends are already married, and seeing that they have built a happy family with 2.3 children, and of course I feel very envious that it's nice ~ (*^^*).
BUT!!
Just now, he said, “Oh, the chances of dating someone else will be zero... (apart from whether or not you can get along)
I wanted to be popular!! It makes me think strongly “(lol)” (^_^;)
Recently, I've been empathizing with solid romance dramas that I haven't really been interested in until now.
I love him, and of course I don't want to have an affair, and I don't intend to do it,
I wanted to be hugged by a strong physical man even once!
Entire, what should I do about this feeling?
