I'm tired. please help me.

I read it.

I've also been troubled by that, and I've renurtured my Inner Child.
It's like introspection therapy, and it's about reversing your memory and remembering things you've been asked to do.

You don't seem to be doing well right now. However, what links it to childhood memories
I feel like I'm wrong.

It seems like your parents only have bad memories in your memory, but that's why it happened
It's about not connecting and thinking about it.

I say that my father's kindness is higher than the mountains and my mother's kindness is deeper than the ocean, but my parents work hard enough
I think they worked hard to raise children.

You know the negative side of parenthood. I have understood and experienced it very well. You know what you're not good at. As an adult, now is your chance to become independent.

It's about breaking the negative chain. Instead of returning parents who have denied their children with denial, you forgive and surround them with a warm heart, including parents, and warmth like a Bodhisattva.

It's not about giving up on life; it's about revealing it. I'm going to make it clear. The fact that I was consulted with Hasunoha is also a connection. I want you to practice salvation through Buddhism ^ ^

I would like you to learn about how humans work, what is the truth, the distinction between thoughts and facts, and how you live your life. When it comes to what you rely on to do that, you learn from your body. The body has a function called six roots. It refers to eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, and mind. In other words, it is the function of seeing, the function of hearing, the function of scenting, the function of tasting, the function of feeling with the skin, and the function of being able to think. People touch the real thing with these six roots. Then, immediately after touching, likes and dislikes, right and wrong, profit and loss, black and white, and negative affirmation are added. This addition is what makes me suffer myself. I'm going to stop doing this.
The moment you touch the real thing, you put facts first in your life. Thoughts, evaluations, comparisons, and ways of thinking that should be done or must be done are human creations and are not real.

Do you believe in the fantasy world or the real world?
When I live on the six roots, I notice that I am still being forgiven. You can see that even if you fail at work, you should apologize right away. If Jibun stands up here, you won't be able to move. In other words, the function of trying to protect Jiven by the ego clouds the facts. It makes movement slower. It's not a function of the ego; clean up when it gets dirty. You will be able to do what you take for granted, such as picking up trash when you drop it.

Using the six roots as a clue, the functions of the six roots, such as eyes or ears, are not particular, and they are light. I do that kind of work. However, problems arise due to additions immediately after that.

I definitely want you to learn Buddhism and try it ^ ^
There is Entsu-ji Temple's Facebook page, so please read various things. And try it. It's going to change^ ^

Certainly, if you think about current child-rearing theories, current psychology, etc., I think your parents were bad at raising children.
As you said, I think your personality was affected because your parents were bad at it.
However, that was probably unknown knowledge when you were a toddler, and it was probably an age where health personnel at government offices didn't put as much effort into child-rearing (parenting) support as they are now, and it wasn't an age where knowledge could be easily obtained on the internet.
Therefore, it is important to acknowledge that parents were poor at raising children and understand the cause, but it is also important to understand that even if you have a grudge against your parents, it's just annoying and a loss.
That's because my current stress is due to my current anger.

And if you understand why your parents were bad at it, wouldn't you be able to change your own personality with your own reason from now on?
You can't change the past, but you can change the future.
As an adult, you are no longer at the mercy of your parents, so feel free to flap your wings!

Now, in the Jodo sect, it is said that if you have Namu Amida Buddha and Nembutsu, you can always pass away in the Pure Land of Paradise after death.
First, let's get the feeling of “it's okay to die anytime,” “satisfaction with life,” and “the power to believe in a happy ending of life,” which is the essence of Buddhism.
Try learning Buddhism little by little.

I read your question.
There are all kinds of parents in the world, aren't there?
There are parents who are very worried about their children, parents who are indifferent to their children, and in severe cases, parents who abuse their children.

Just by looking at the world even a little bit, you can see that it is by no means natural for parents to treat their children kindly.
However, I think most people take it for granted that parents treat their children kindly.
I'm not thankful for things I take for granted.
For example, we feel grateful when a stranger is kind to us.
However, there are probably few people who feel grateful that their parents are kind to them.

I have no intention of defending your parents, but that doesn't mean that your parents were educated as parents either.
I'm raising children while making mistakes and worrying.
I think it's okay for them to understand that.

If, even so, you think it is natural for parents to treat their children kindly as a parent's responsibility, then look back on what you have done to your parents as a child.
Children must also have responsibilities as children.

Your parents' attitude towards you may certainly have had a negative impact on you.
However, if your life becomes boring due to the influence of others, it means that you will be affected by others in any way.
Is that OK?
Shakyamuni
“I am my master.
Who else could be your master?
If you keep yourself in good shape, you'll get a husband that is really hard to come by.”
I was left with the word.
Just as the past built the present, the present builds the future.
Please think carefully.