Should we lose our genes and individuals?

Genes determine health, appearance, and various abilities.
It almost affects life, and whether life is fun or not is determined by genetics.

Well, I'm about to finish my early 20s.
People around me will get married, and in a few years they will have children and become dads.

I was born into this life, and I decided not to leave my genes behind because I thought it was a sin to leave my genes behind.
There is no original meaning in this world, and I'm hesitant to give birth to children who are struggling.
Also, since it's my genes, there is a high probability that I will get Asperger's and fail in my life.
When I think about it in that sense, even though I'm a Buddhist, I'm thinking about children rather than Japanese monks getting married or Buddha who gave birth to children. I'm hundreds of millions of times more enlightened than them in that respect.

But I'm not divided.
The purpose of organisms for sexual reproduction is something that no one can scientifically prove in Mayakashi, yet for some reason they want to love people asexually.
It makes me think it would be nice if the people around me were happy, but I haven't met my friends recently, and I'm not with my family.

I was a popular person until high school.
I experienced a few sweet memories in middle school and high school.

However, after getting frustrated, I just lost confidence in myself.
And there was a terrible heartbreak, as if to hunt it down.
There were not once but two events that made people unbelievable.
My partner was someone with borderline personality disorder or a menhela, and I couldn't love people from there.
I lost my confidence and became uninterested in others.
Then, I began to see the disgusting side of humans in a big way, that humans are so cruel.
I try to separate people who are trying to get deeply involved with me by stopping them on the verge.

Even so, I get jealous when I go to a friend's wedding or see parents and children or couples on Saturdays and Sundays.
Also, when I see someone loving someone I like in the same way, I think that even though I'm living the same life, I have a different way of life as the Shura Realm and the Heavenly Realm.

I saw things I didn't like about people, gave in to genes, couldn't be parents, didn't love people, wasn't loved, and I was traumatized in the past.

I don't think there is any relief for me other than suicide anymore.
I have a huge sense of emptiness that I can't stand for another 60 years.
However, it makes me think that if someone they love is made, children who become unhappy will also be unhappy if they choose their own.

What should I do?

4 Zen Responses

The sight of them just devoting themselves to something is so cool

　That's how it's just going round and round in my head forever, and since I do it with the same head, I get the same results. And they blamed the fault too much for the cause.
Organisms that reproduce sexually, other than humans, don't go round and round with that kind of head. Don't impose the cause on anything. That's what it is.

Throw away your pride about how things used to be, carefully observe your current abilities, and work hard to do what you can. I'll do it thoroughly. that's all.

appending
So I mean stop that “→”.

epigenetics

Mr. Nietzsche

This is Kawaguchi Hidetoshi. This is my humble answer to the question.

While I'm thinking about the answers, Yahoo! I was reminded of a famous question and answer with a bag of wisdom.

https://m.chiebukuro.yahoo.co.jp/detail/q1463546664

Anyway, recent advances in genetics have been remarkable along with genome analysis, so be sure to learn about the latest epigenetics as well.

First, “Genes can be changed.” (Diamond Company) is easy to understand and I recommend it.

Kawaguchi Hidetoshi Gassho

Me and you are a “bastard snot”

Mr. Nietzsche

I've never been popular. I'm envious of Nietzsche's popularity period. It's frustrating.
It must have been such a sweet day.

However, from the point of view of genetically superior burapi, Nietzsche's popularity period wasn't a big deal.
That means I'm not popular, and Nietzsche, who was popular, are both dumbfounded and boogers.

Nietzsche thinks everything is determined by genes, right? Only people with excellent genes can be happy.
It is thought that Burapi has climbed that far with only excellent genes without any effort.

Certainly, no one can participate in the Olympics due to hard work alone, nor can they go to the University of Tokyo. Genetic factors are essential for achieving results that exceed human expectations in any world.

It's a ruthless fact that everything has genetic superiority or weakness. I think so too.

However, this world was not made for them. Rather, it is a society created for “people with inferior genes” other than that.

There are only a handful of people who have succeeded based on genes alone, and many people in this world are “inferior people.” Thanks to those “inferior people” who are neither known to the world nor left in history, we are being kept alive. Nietzsche

“Have a delicious meal, take a warm bath, and sleep on a warm futon”

Being able to do that
This is because countless “genetically inferior” people are doing their best to do what they can do now.

If Nietzsche is angry at this world full of suffering and is aware of inconveniences and absurd issues, isn't that the place to make use of Nietzsche's talents?

Don't get bogged down and find out what you can't do without being Nietzsche first.
Anything is fine, so start with small actions!

I recently read the following books.
“A Book for People with Developmental Disabilities to Live Well with Little Things” by Murakami Yumi, Shoeisha, 1600 yen plus tax
The person who wrote this book has written, given lectures, and support for children with similar developmental disabilities and their families, even though they themselves have developmental disabilities.
Also, my husband also has a different type of developmental disability, and despite various misunderstandings and troubles, they have been living close to each other for many years while deepening their understanding.
When I read this book, I'm impressed that even though developmental disabilities are difficult, they are living a well-devised lifestyle.
Also, there are things that apply to me, so it's very helpful for me.
I think it's okay to think separately about whether or not to leave your genes, and whether or not you will live with your life partner.
If you meet someone who thinks that you want to live with this person, or that you want to support this person's life, I think it would be a good idea to honestly convey your thoughts.

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