Unwavering Thoughts

I read it

I had a dream
Even if I don't get to where I'm aiming for in the future,
I'm sure you'll be glad you chose this path.

It's wonderful
I can't believe I'm prepared for that
But maybe you're a little lost?

People who give opinions are probably kind in their own way
It's something I don't care
What advice do you think for you
It takes away even the right to fail and grow, so...

I decide for myself whether stability is happiness
Once the mind is decided whether to move forward or not, what are the surrounding words
You won't be bothered

“Even so, there are things that move my heart helplessly.
There is something I can feel alive at that moment.
Even if I don't get to where I'm aiming for in the future,
I'm sure you'll be glad you chose this path. ”

I have feelings up to this point,
It's not bothering anyone,
There's no reason they're in violation of the law,
I hope you enjoy it.

You can let it flow without worrying about ambient noise.
You don't even have to deal with people like that.

I don't think we should face it. You should just keep quiet around you like me.
Since about ten years ago, I have been focusing on the connections between people on the internet. However, when monks do this kind of thing, they say “the internet destroys connections between people,” “the internet world is virtual,” and “is it an age where temples advertise on the internet (ridicule).” This is extremely bothersome.

It doesn't matter what you think of it, but it's human nature (saga) that makes people cringe when they say it face to face. That's why I hide my identity and work anonymously. Somehow in the area where I live, there are a lot of ugly, conservative people... When I witnessed a non-monk in his 40s still making statements questioning the pros and cons of the internet itself (was it last year or the year before last), I really felt it. “Oh, that's impossible.”

So my identity is secret. Because it's easier that way, isn't it? I wonder if they'll go out of their way to talk and carry luggage... You can say whatever you want, too.

In Riina's case, it would be difficult to hide what you're doing, but I don't think you need to go out of your way to talk about your dreams. I think it would be good to mislead them into Tekito and have them recognize that they are addicted to it because they like it.
People who already know also said, “Yes, but if you compromise on the premise of compromise and compromise by aiming for something out of reach and compromise, there will surely be a difference in the landing point. If you gradually mislead it from something like “it's unrealistic, it's free lol lol,” I wonder if it will subside soon.
Except for people who really need to be understood. My wife understands me too.

I read it.

I admire Riina's high level of awareness as she strives to reach even higher heights. Even if you assume all kinds of risks, if you have an unstoppable impulse and even a determination to fall down, it would be natural for you to move in the direction you should head.

I don't know the environment you are in, but regardless of whether you are able to move freely, if you have a family, do you need your family's understanding? Well either way, as various responsibilities and struggles increase with age, it's wonderful for you to establish a clear will.

However, if you choose such a difficult path, keep that determination in your heart and don't interact with others more than necessary.

As long as you continue to work at Shaba, there will be outfielders who will say appropriate things to you, and there will also be people who will kindly give you advice. Maybe some of your friends are genuinely worried about your future.
If you can't capture the feelings of such people in your mind as opinions of the general public, and if you feel that they are depressing or bothersome, you will eventually make your surroundings uncomfortable, so you will need an attitude of solitude enough to set up a hermitage in a secluded mountain forest and perform ascetic practices.