There are many failures. Motivation declines when failure continues.
Thanks for opening this question. I'm sorry this is a long sentence, but I would appreciate it if you read it to the end.
I have two problems.
The first is that there are too many calculation mistakes due to the College of Engineering's habit.
I've been making simple calculation mistakes ever since I was in elementary school. I made a 1+1 mistake in the calculation in the middle of the actual university entrance exam because I was just a little nervous. Even after entering university, I dropped 10 credits or more of the required subjects due to calculation mistakes in regular exams.
My college friend said, “There is a calculation method, but “Huh!? here!?” They say, “It's too wasteful because the calculation was wrong by the way.” My teacher told me, “If you make a calculation mistake when actually designing a car or robot, people will die.”
If your teacher knows that you are asking this kind of question, they may say, “If you have time to ask this kind of question, practice calculations,” but I intend to increase the amount of practice to the point where I can increase it in my own way. I want to improve the point where people inevitably get impatient during calculations.
The second problem is that once motivation drops, it's not easy to recover.
Normally, I maintain my motivation at the last minute by telling myself “everything is for myself, for my best friends, and for my dreams,” even when the tests, assignments, and experiments are a bit difficult.
However, if you continue to drop units due to ridiculous calculation mistakes as described above, spilling soy sauce on the drawing and getting rewritten, or dropping a USB containing experimental data or programming issues, you may suddenly become lethargic one day instead of gradually.
If that happens, you won't be able to go to class or even hold a pen. When I think about my dreams and close friends, self-loathing comes out rather than motivation, and I fall into a vicious cycle where motivation declines.
There were times when the situation was as described above every year. It's easy to get into an lethargy spiral from the end of November to the beginning of January.
That happened again this year, and it's irretrievable. I want to do something about it.
